{"id":2990,"date":"2007-05-24T08:39:33","date_gmt":"2007-05-24T08:39:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=158"},"modified":"2007-05-24T08:39:33","modified_gmt":"2007-05-24T08:39:33","slug":"bir-hayat-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=2990","title":{"rendered":"Bir Hayat"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Yaz\u0131m\u0131 yazmakta oldu\u011fum s\u0131rada korkun\u00e7 bir haberle sars\u0131ld\u0131m\u2026 Birka\u00e7 dakika \u00f6nce Ankara\u2019da, Ulus\u2019ta bir bomba patlam\u0131\u015f ve\u2026 Biliyorsunuz i\u015fte\u2026<\/p>\n

Teknolojiye haz\u0131rl\u0131ks\u0131z yakalanan insanlar\u0131z biz. Ter\u00f6re ve daha bir\u00e7ok \u015feye\u2026 Ger\u00e7ek bu!<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7en hafta Sakatlar Haftas\u0131yd\u0131\u2026 Bir hafta ge\u00e7meden kim bilir ka\u00e7 yurtta\u015f\u0131m\u0131z daha sakat kald\u0131. Lanet olas\u0131 ter\u00f6r ve trafik kazalar\u0131yla\u2026<\/p>\n

A\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki \u00f6yk\u00fc, d\u00fcnyadaki t\u00fcm k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklere, t\u00fcm g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcklere, t\u00fcm ac\u0131lara ra\u011fmen\u2026 ve bunlarla sava\u015fmay\u0131 hi\u00e7 b\u0131rakmadan\u2026 ama g\u00fczellikleri de se\u00e7erek; k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fcnyalar\u0131m\u0131zda, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mutluluklar\u0131m\u0131za sar\u0131larak\u2026 ya\u015famak \u2018zorunda olan\u2019 biz \u201cya\u015fayanlara\u201d yaz\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\u0130\u00e7imizden biri, Mustafa Kutlu<\/strong>\u2026 Beypazar\u0131\u2019nda tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131k onu\u2026 Sag\u00fcsad gezisiydi yine; \u015fubatt\u0131\u2026 Tad\u0131 dama\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; yineledik hemen, \u00fc\u00e7 ay i\u00e7inde. \u201cBa\u011fevi\u201dndeki o s\u0131ms\u0131cak dostluk havas\u0131n\u0131, t\u00fcrk\u00fcl\u00fc fas\u0131ll\u0131 o geceyi unutamad\u0131k. \u015e\u00f6yle yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131m o gezi yaz\u0131s\u0131nda: \u201cY\u0131llar \u00f6nce ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi kazay\u0131, bedeninde b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 izleri g\u00fclerek anlatacak kadar ya\u015fam tutkunu bir insan; Mustafa Kutlu\u2026 Harika bir ses ve t\u00fckenmez bir \u015fark\u0131 t\u00fcrk\u00fc da\u011farc\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 Emekli \u00f6\u011fretmen Mesut Bey\u2019le birlikte hem \u00e7al\u0131p s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor hem de \u015fakalar\u0131yla g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcyorlar.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fc ona b\u0131rak\u0131yorum, yorumu da sizlere\u2026<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ay\u0131rhan Termik Santral\u0131\u2019n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn\u00fczd\u00fcr gelirken. Orada 26 sene g\u00f6rev yapt\u0131m ben\u2026 Sene 1981\u2026 12 Eyl\u00fcl\u2019\u00fc 13 Eyl\u00fcl\u2019e ba\u011flayan gece, saat 12 sular\u0131yd\u0131. Beypazar\u0131\u2019na gelmemiz icabetti. D\u00f6rt arkada\u015f bindik arabaya, fakat\u2026 b\u00fcy\u00fck bir talihsizlik\u2026 Beypazar\u0131\u2019na 10 km kala benim film koptu. Bir BMC kamyonun alt\u0131na girmi\u015fiz. Ben bir bu\u00e7uk ay sonra, Ankara Numune Hastanesi\u2019nde g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131m. Kendime geldi\u011fimde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015feyler \u015funlard\u0131: Sol g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc kaybetmi\u015ftim. Kafatas\u0131m buradan (<\/em><\/strong>eliyle aln\u0131n\u0131n sol taraf\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steriyor) darbe g\u00f6rerek k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve g\u00f6rme sinirim kopmu\u015f. Sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcm de sola girmi\u015f\u2026 Yani 15 derece a\u00e7\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum ben. \u015eimdi size bak\u0131yorum, ama ba\u015f\u0131m bu tarafa d\u00f6n\u00fck i\u015fte\u2026 Sol kolum alt\u0131 santim k\u0131sald\u0131; 9 vida var. Sol aya\u011f\u0131m 15 cm i\u00e7eri girdi. Dizden delmi\u015fler, 16 kg.l\u0131k a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k ba\u011flam\u0131\u015flar, yava\u015f yava\u015f yerine gelsin diye\u2026 Ameliyat edilirse sakat kalma durumu varm\u0131\u015f. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tam ben bu pozisyonda hastanede yat\u0131yorum, doktor da hastalar\u0131 geziyor\u2026 Benim de bulundu\u011fum iki ki\u015filik odan\u0131n yan\u0131na geliyor. O s\u0131rada ben: \u201cOdaanaa serdim halii\u2026\u201d diye \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyormu\u015fum\u2026 \u015f\u00f6yle bir bakm\u0131\u015f i\u00e7eri\u2026 Yan\u0131ndakilere, \u201cBuraya u\u011framayal\u0131m biz ya!\u201d demi\u015f. \u201cHayrola hocam niye?\u201d\u2026 \u201cBu herif d\u00fcnyal\u0131 de\u011fil!\u201d demi\u015f. \u201cD\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte u\u011frayal\u0131m, ya\u015f\u0131yorsa ona da bakar\u0131z\u2026\u201d <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Benden sekiz-dokuz ya\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir hasta vard\u0131, yan tarafta. Otob\u00fcs\u00fcn muaviniymi\u015f\u2026 gel gel gel derken nereye bak\u0131yorsa, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unutmu\u015f tekerin alt\u0131nda\u2026 Bir tek, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fparma\u011f\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ba\u015fka da bir \u015feyi yok. Onu da \u00e7iviyle tutturmu\u015flar\u2026 Seninki \u201cuayyyy, uayyyy\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p durduk\u00e7a sinirlerim bozuldu. Dedim, \u201cNiye \u2018Vay!\u2019 diyorsun ko\u00e7um?\u201d\u2026 Dedi: \u201cVallahi ba\u015fparmagim agrir, kurbanin olim.\u201d \u201cPeki, benim neyim var?\u201d dedim. \u00a0Hepsini sayd\u0131\u2026 \u201cPeki ben niye ba\u011f\u0131rm\u0131yorum?\u201d dedim\u2026 \u201cVallahi sana bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylim mi\u2026 soracam da, k\u0131zars\u0131n diye sormuyom\u2026 sen niye bag\u0131rmiyorsun sahi?\u201d <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Hastanede 6 ay yatt\u0131m. K\u0131sa bir zaman de\u011fil\u2026 Bunun bir bu\u00e7uk ay\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Orada kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00f6revim vard\u0131: Birincisi hastay\u0131m, ikincisi moral hocas\u0131y\u0131m, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc de refakat\u00e7iyim\u2026 Saat 10\u2019dan sonra hastabak\u0131c\u0131 falan arama! Hem\u015fireler de i\u011fne saatinde gelirlerdi o zaman. \u201cMustafa Bey, seni \u015fu numaradan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorlar.\u201d dedikleri zaman, ben de al\u0131rd\u0131m koltuk de\u011fne\u011fimi, yava\u015f yava\u015f giderdim. Otururdum\u2026 Sohbet ba\u015flard\u0131. Ortopedi servisi oldu\u011fundan, hastalar\u0131n kiminin kolu a\u011fr\u0131r, kiminin baca\u011f\u0131 kesilmi\u015f\u2026 Bir muhabbet ba\u015flard\u0131; f\u0131kralar falan\u2026 \u0130nan\u0131n, sanki hasta yok etrafta! Herkes g\u00fcl\u00fcyor\u2026 Yaln\u0131z bir seferinde birisi \u015f\u00f6yle yapt\u0131: \u201cMustafa!\u201d dedi, \u201cbenim g\u00fcl\u00fcnce ameliyat yerim ac\u0131yor\u2026\u201d. \u201c\u0130yi o zaman ben gideyim.\u201d \u2026 \u201cyok yok, bir f\u0131kra daha anlat da \u00f6yle git!\u201d dedi. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015eimdi sol g\u00f6z\u00fcm yok. Evet, kaybettim\u2026 Sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcm de fel\u00e7! 83\u2019te g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ameliyat ettirdim, en fazla be\u015f derece d\u00fczeltebildiler. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Solda duran birine bak\u0131p \u201cSelam\u00fcnaleyk\u00fcm!\u201d dedi\u011finde, sa\u011fda duran ba\u015fka birinden \u201cAleyk\u00fcmsel\u00e2m!\u201d yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 almaya ilk zamanlar al\u0131\u015famam\u0131\u015f Mustafa Bey, ama bunu da hafife alarak g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcyor bizi: \u201cHa, bunun ne faydas\u0131 oldu? \u00c7evrem geni\u015fledi!\u201d<\/em><\/strong> diyor.<\/p>\n

Ben bunlar\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten ya\u015fad\u0131m\u2026 H\u00e2l\u00e2 ya\u015f\u0131yorum. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcnde 15 km ko\u015fuyordum, futbol oynuyordum. Annem\u2026 kad\u0131nca\u011f\u0131z, nas\u0131l katlanaca\u011f\u0131m diye \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc benim i\u00e7in. Ama ben, <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cMustafa Kutlu! sen bundan sonra, b\u00f6yle ya\u015famak mecburiyetindesin.\u201d dedim kendime. \u201cO zaman ne yapacaks\u0131n? Hayattan zevk alacaks\u0131n!..\u201d <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte! trajik bir olay\u0131, durumunun t\u00fcm sorumlulu\u011funu \u00fcstlenerek kendi \u00f6z karar\u0131yla utkuya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmenin \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc\u2026 Hayatta tek s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131 \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck olan kutlu insanlardan o\u2026<\/p>\n

24\/05\/2007<\/em><\/p>\n

Bizim Sakarya Gazetesi<\/em><\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131m\u0131 yazmakta oldu\u011fum s\u0131rada korkun\u00e7 bir haberle sars\u0131ld\u0131m\u2026 Birka\u00e7 dakika \u00f6nce Ankara\u2019da, Ulus\u2019ta bir bomba patlam\u0131\u015f ve\u2026 Biliyorsunuz i\u015fte\u2026 Teknolojiye haz\u0131rl\u0131ks\u0131z yakalanan insanlar\u0131z biz. Ter\u00f6re ve daha bir\u00e7ok \u015feye\u2026 Ger\u00e7ek bu! Ge\u00e7en hafta Sakatlar Haftas\u0131yd\u0131\u2026 Bir hafta ge\u00e7meden kim bilir ka\u00e7 yurtta\u015f\u0131m\u0131z daha sakat kald\u0131. Lanet olas\u0131 ter\u00f6r ve trafik kazalar\u0131yla\u2026 A\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki \u00f6yk\u00fc, d\u00fcnyadaki t\u00fcm […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[467],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2990"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2990"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2990\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2990"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2990"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2990"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}