{"id":2996,"date":"2007-07-05T09:01:42","date_gmt":"2007-07-05T09:01:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=172"},"modified":"2007-07-05T09:01:42","modified_gmt":"2007-07-05T09:01:42","slug":"sari-lira-gibi-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=2996","title":{"rendered":""Sar\u0131 Lira Gibi""},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cTanr\u0131 gibi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne uzanabilseydim, <\/em><\/p>\n

can\u0131na okurdum \u015fu fele\u011fin, can\u0131na. <\/em><\/p>\n

Bir d\u00fcnya kurard\u0131m, g\u00f6nl\u00fcmce, yepyeni,<\/em><\/p>\n

ey insan, derdim, ey insan, <\/em><\/p>\n

dile benden ne dilersen.\u201d \/<\/em>\u00d6mer Hayyam<\/em> <\/em><\/p>\n

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De\u011ferli m\u00fczisyen Vedat Sakman, ge\u00e7enlerde bir televizyon program\u0131nda insanl\u0131\u011fa dair d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinden s\u00f6z ediyordu. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yukar\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yleydi: \u201c\u0130nsan d\u00fcnyada \u00f6lece\u011fini bilerek ya\u015fayan tek canl\u0131 varl\u0131kt\u0131r; kendini bilmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 andan itibaren \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc de bilir. Bu ac\u0131y\u0131 duyarak ya\u015far. Onun i\u00e7in de insana anlay\u0131\u015f g\u00f6stermek, iyi davranmak gerekir.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\u201c\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00fcnden kald\u0131 bu h\u00fcz\u00fcn<\/em><\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n

Hatalar\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

Yalanlar\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131m ve y\u0131llar\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

Eksik olmay\u0131n<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir ba\u015fka sefere yine beklerim<\/em><\/p>\n

Umutland\u0131klar\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

Umut da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131klar\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

Ak\u0131l verdiklerim<\/em><\/p>\n

Ak\u0131ll\u0131 sand\u0131klar\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

Eksik olmay\u0131n<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir ba\u015fka sefere yine beklerim<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00fcn<\/em><\/p>\n

Kimin elini tutup g\u00f6\u00e7mek isterim<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir sevip bin s\u00f6z ettiklerim<\/em><\/p>\n

Bin sevip hi\u00e7 s\u00f6z etmediklerim<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u00f6z verdiklerim<\/em><\/p>\n

Yapamad\u0131klar\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

Eksik olmay\u0131n<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir ba\u015fka sefere yine beklerim\u201d \/<\/em>Cennet\/Vedat Sakman<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u0130nsan\u0131n da \u00f6teki canl\u0131lar gibi ya\u015famakt\u0131r asli g\u00f6revi\u2026 ama… i\u015fte orada ba\u015flar felsefe; insan olma noktas\u0131nda bir \u201cama\u201d vard\u0131r ki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn dur\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cFelsefe, insan i\u00e7in bilgelik yolunda bir \u00e7abad\u0131r ve daima yar\u0131m kal\u0131r\u201d <\/strong><\/em>der Kant. Evet, yar\u0131m kal\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm vard\u0131r, son vard\u0131r. Ama aray\u0131\u015f sonsuzdur.<\/p>\n

Sa\u011flam bir e\u011fitim g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f on ikinci y\u00fczy\u0131l \u0130ran \u015fairi \u00d6mer Hayyam\u2019\u0131n Kuran, hadis, felsefe, matematik, astronomi biliminde \u00fcst\u00fcne yokmu\u015f. Yunan felsefesini de incelemi\u015f. Edebiyatta b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u00fcne ula\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flayan d\u00f6rtl\u00fcklerinde (rubai) \u00f6yle bilgece sadele\u015ftirmi\u015f ki insan olarak ya\u015famay\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u201cBir ge\u00e7im kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7 bana,<\/em><\/p>\n

bir ge\u00e7im yolu bulay\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

kula kulluk etmeden.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Haks\u0131zl\u0131klara kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar Hayyam. Ya\u015fama sevincini, a\u015fk\u0131 y\u00fcceltir; insana bunlar\u0131 yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r. \u00d6l\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesinde bile umut bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r:<\/p>\n

\u201c\u015eurda, oh diyecek bir yer olayd\u0131, <\/em>
\nya da \u015fu uzun yolun g\u00fczel bir sonu:
\nY\u00fcz bin y\u0131l sonra, yerin alt\u0131ndan,
\notlar gibi, ye\u015fil ye\u015fil \u00e7\u0131kma umudu.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fc pektir kimi zaman \u00f6l\u00fcm kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda:<\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc korkutan ne, yok olmak m\u0131?
\nBu yar\u0131mdan daha g\u00fczel bana \u00f6b\u00fcr yar\u0131m.
\nNa \u015furda bir can var, \u015f\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle, i\u011freti,
\nVakti geldi mi, bas git, derim, oldu bitti.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

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Kimi zaman\u2026 her \u015fey yolundaym\u0131\u015f gibi ya\u015fay\u0131n der; hem de umursamay\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cHer \u015feyi d\u00fczene koymu\u015fun gibi ya\u015fa,
\n\u0130\u00e7indeymi\u015fin gibi yemye\u015fil bir sevincin,
\nSanki ge\u00e7imin falan yolunda,
\n\u00c7iy gibi oturdun say ye\u015fillikte bir gececik,
\nKalk\u0131p gidiyormu\u015fun gibi sabahleyin.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

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Kimi zaman\u2026 hep daha iyiyi aramay\u0131 \u00f6\u011f\u00fctler\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cBir s\u0131r daha var, \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fcklerimizden ba\u015fka!
\nBir \u0131\u015f\u0131k daha var, \u0131\u015f\u0131klardan ba\u015fka.
\nHi\u00e7 bir yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131nla yetinme, ge\u00e7 \u00f6teye:
\nBir \u015fey daha var b\u00fct\u00fcn yap\u0131tlardan ba\u015fka.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u015fam\u0131 ertelememek ise hemen hemen t\u00fcm \u015fairler gibi Murathan Mungan\u2019\u0131n da dile\u011fi:<\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6zenle yar\u0131na saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir sar\u0131 lira gibi \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcz
\nVakti gelip sand\u0131ktan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda
\nBir de bak\u0131yorsunuz ki tedav\u00fclden kalkm\u0131<\/em>\u015f\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

05\/07\/2007<\/em><\/p>\n

Bizim Sakarya Gazetesi
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\u201cTanr\u0131 gibi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne uzanabilseydim, can\u0131na okurdum \u015fu fele\u011fin, can\u0131na. Bir d\u00fcnya kurard\u0131m, g\u00f6nl\u00fcmce, yepyeni, ey insan, derdim, ey insan, dile benden ne dilersen.\u201d \/\u00d6mer Hayyam De\u011ferli m\u00fczisyen Vedat Sakman, ge\u00e7enlerde bir televizyon program\u0131nda insanl\u0131\u011fa dair d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinden s\u00f6z ediyordu. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yukar\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yleydi: \u201c\u0130nsan d\u00fcnyada \u00f6lece\u011fini bilerek ya\u015fayan tek canl\u0131 varl\u0131kt\u0131r; kendini bilmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 andan itibaren \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[467],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2996"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2996"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2996\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2996"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2996"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2996"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}