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<\/a>G\u00f6khan U\u011fur<\/p><\/div>\n
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\u201cHi\u00e7 fark edemedi, \u015eair y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc hi\u00e7 bilmezdik onun. Hele \u015fiire \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funu\u2026 Oysa birka\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 foto\u011fraf st\u00fcdyosu s\u0131k s\u0131k u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir yerdir. <\/em><\/p>\n 1982\u2019de D\u00fczce\u2019de do\u011fmu\u015f G\u00f6khan U\u011fur<\/strong>. Bolu \u0130zzet Baysal Ticaret Meslek Lisesi\u2019ni bitirmi\u015f\u2026 2004 y\u0131l\u0131ndan beri Adapazar\u0131\u2019nda foto\u011fraf dal\u0131nda grafik tasar\u0131m\u0131yla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yor. <\/em><\/p>\n \u201c\u015eiir, ortaokuldaki T\u00fcrk\u00e7e \u00f6\u011fretmenim Zeynep Serap \u00c7okol\u2019un \u00f6nc\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle akl\u0131m\u0131n ince \u00e7atlaklar\u0131ndan i\u00e7eriye s\u0131zd\u0131. \u00d6\u011fretmenimin, Ahmet Muhip Dranas\u2019\u0131n \u2018Fahriye Abla\u2019 \u015fiirini okudu\u011fu o sihirli g\u00fcn\u00fc unutamam. \u015eiiri birebir hissettirebilecek kadar kalender bir okuyu\u015ftu. Kendisi de Fahriye Abla\u2019y\u0131 an\u0131msatacak kadar al\u0131ml\u0131 bir han\u0131mefendiydi. Onun okulu b\u0131rak\u0131p Kayseri\u2019ye gitmesi, bende h\u00e2l\u00e2 noktas\u0131 konmam\u0131\u015f bir \u015fiirdir.\u201d diyor G\u00f6khan. 1999 y\u0131l\u0131nda ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f \u015fiir yazmaya. \u015eiirlerinin hemen hemen hepsini okudum, sonra da sohbet ettik, \u00e7ok gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta se\u00e7ti\u011fi bu yol \u00fcst\u00fcne. Ya\u015fam\u0131 sorgulay\u0131\u015f\u0131na esneklik kazand\u0131ran \u015fiir \u00fcst\u00fcne\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n \u015eiirlerinden ve sorular\u0131ma yan\u0131tlar\u0131ndan al\u0131nt\u0131larla i\u015fte G\u00f6khan U\u011fur:<\/em><\/p>\n \u201c\u2026 Ayr\u0131l\u0131k \u015fiirleri, kalemimden k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da ilk d\u00fc\u015fenlerdi. Her fikir ve her insan birbirinden yava\u015f yava\u015f ayr\u0131l\u0131yordu zaman d\u00fczleminde\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n ACI<\/p>\n Aya\u011f\u0131na diken batm\u0131\u015f,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Y\u00fcz\u00fcne benziyordu y\u00fcz\u00fc.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Yine de biliyordu \u00e7ocuk, bitece\u011fini.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n A\u015fkt\u0131 tersten okunu\u015fu,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n D\u00fczden ayr\u0131l\u0131k.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir ac\u0131yd\u0131<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Her bak\u0131\u015f\u0131nda<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Dikenin kalbine dokunu\u015fu.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Usulca akan kan,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n Il\u0131k.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u201c\u2026 \u00c7ocukluk insan\u0131n hayat\u0131nda daha sert sorular sordu\u011fu bir d\u00f6nem. Sonra sonra nitelikleri bozuluyor sorular\u0131n; i\u00e7ine menfaat kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a\u2026<\/p>\n Bir duygu asl\u0131nda \u00e7ocukluk\u2026 Bir d\u00f6nem de\u011fil bana g\u00f6re. Sizin de i\u00e7inizde vard\u0131r bir \u00e7ocuk taraf\u0131n\u0131z. Tasar\u0131s\u0131z, plans\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n Yazd\u0131klar\u0131m, d\u00fcnyadaki b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n \u00e7ocukluklar\u0131ndan al\u0131nt\u0131lar. Bir insan\u0131n aray\u0131\u015flar\u0131\u2026 G\u00f6khan U\u011fur\u2019un yazd\u0131klar\u0131 de\u011fil yani\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n \u201c\u2026 Bir \u015fiiri iki ay \u00f6nce yazm\u0131\u015f olmam bu konu \u00fczerine on sene \u00f6nce d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedi\u011fim anlam\u0131na gelmiyor.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201c\u2026 Beni her okuyu\u015fumda al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcren \u015fiirim, \u201cBulamamak<\/strong>\u201d.<\/p>\n \u201c\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Perdenin ard\u0131 k\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Dekor hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmeden<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Akt\u0131 alt\u0131mdan yol,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kayan bir sahnedir<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00dcst\u00fcnde bir beden s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ne sa\u011f\u0131m sa\u011f<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ne solum sol,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Sahte bir koridor;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130ki kap\u0131 aras\u0131nda hayat<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n S\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u201c\u2026 Ben sanki yolun sonuna gelmi\u015f; bitmi\u015f bir \u015feyin arkas\u0131ndan bakan ve g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerini anlatan birisiyim. Ya\u015fam\u0131, zamanla s\u0131n\u0131rland\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f geni\u015f bir a\u00e7\u0131dan g\u00f6rmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan biri\u2026<\/p>\n Geriye \u00e7ekilip bakabilmek i\u015fi kolayla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor mu? Hay\u0131r, zorla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor\u2026 Ama g\u00fczelle\u015ftirmiyor dersem de yalan olur.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201c\u2026 Hayat\u0131 kendi i\u00e7inde, kendini de hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inde hissetmek; orada bir ayr\u0131nt\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmek\u2026 D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimdeki esnekli\u011fi fark ettim\u2026 Ya\u015fam\u0131n zaman ve madde boyutunu; bu ba\u011flamda kendi varolu\u015fumu ve nas\u0131l bir ahengin i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fumu merak ettim. Bu s\u00fcre\u00e7 de \u015fiirlerime yans\u0131d\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u201c<\/strong>PAR\u00c7ALAR<\/p>\n B\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc olu\u015fturur par\u00e7alar \u201c\u2026 Ac\u0131, benim tatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m kab\u0131n i\u00e7inde tamam\u0131yla saf, d\u00fcr\u00fcst bir \u015fekilde duruyor. \u015eiirlerimde ona herhangi bir serzeni\u015f yok. Genel olarak b\u00fct\u00fcn duygulara serzeni\u015fim veya \u00f6vg\u00fcm var. Hayat her \u015feyiyle, her kademesiyle ya\u015fanas\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cKARMAKARI\u015eIK<\/p>\n Hayat g\u00fczel, hayat \u00e7irkin, hayat i\u015fte\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kendime geldim her b\u0131rak\u0131l\u0131p terk edili\u015fte.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Anla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131yor \u015fer mi hay\u0131r, hay\u0131r m\u0131 \u015fer,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00dcst\u00fcmde hayat\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131nmaz \u00e7uvallar\u0131<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00dc\u00e7er be\u015fer.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n As\u0131l g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc sende anlam kazananlar\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Gerisi bo\u015f bir d\u00fczg\u00fc<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kuru g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Bir \u015fiirdi, cisme vurup<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u015eekle giyinen \u0131\u015f\u0131klar,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Hayat\u0131n b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kafiyelerdi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Y\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131klar.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Hayat ac\u0131, hayat tatl\u0131, hayat i\u015fte\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Hayat\u0131 terk ettim her kendimi bili\u015fte.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u201c\u2026 \u015eu kadar g\u00fcc\u00fcm olsa \u015funu yapard\u0131m, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm tabii\u2026 Ama maddi kazan\u00e7la ilgili kayg\u0131lar de\u011fildir bunlar\u2026 \u00d6yle olsa zaten d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncede safiyetimi yitiririm; onlar\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da d\u00f6kmem g\u00fc\u00e7le\u015fir. \u015eu anda s\u0131f\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f durumday\u0131m; rahat yazabilmeyi b\u00f6yle sa\u011fl\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201c\u2026 Art\u0131k \u015fiir ser\u00fcvenimi zaman\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131yabiliyorum. Karanl\u0131k bir odan\u0131n cam\u0131ndan, sonsuz bir hi\u00e7li\u011fe aln\u0131m\u0131 dayayabiliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n 09\/08\/2007<\/em><\/p>\n Bizim Sakarya Gazetesi <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cHi\u00e7 fark edemedi, Hayatta g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc lekelerin G\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn cam\u0131nda oldu\u011funu.\u201d \u015eair y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc hi\u00e7 bilmezdik onun. Hele \u015fiire \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funu\u2026 Oysa birka\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 foto\u011fraf st\u00fcdyosu s\u0131k s\u0131k u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir yerdir. 1982\u2019de D\u00fczce\u2019de do\u011fmu\u015f G\u00f6khan U\u011fur. Bolu \u0130zzet Baysal Ticaret Meslek Lisesi\u2019ni bitirmi\u015f\u2026 2004 y\u0131l\u0131ndan beri Adapazar\u0131\u2019nda foto\u011fraf dal\u0131nda grafik tasar\u0131m\u0131yla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yor. \u201c\u015eiir, ortaokuldaki T\u00fcrk\u00e7e […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[467],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3001"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3001"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3001\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4359,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3001\/revisions\/4359"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3001"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3001"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3001"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n<\/strong><\/p>\n
\nHayatta g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc lekelerin
\nG\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn cam\u0131nda oldu\u011funu.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n
\nVe hepsi b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc izler.
\nHer par\u00e7a birbirinin par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131r,
\nHepsinde ayn\u0131 izler.
\nPar\u00e7alar;
\nSizler, bizler, onlar\u2026
\nBir araya gelir
\nArd\u0131ndaki b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc gizler,
\nY\u00fczler<\/em><\/strong>.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n
\n<\/em><\/p>\n