{"id":3005,"date":"2007-09-13T11:13:49","date_gmt":"2007-09-13T11:13:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=192"},"modified":"2014-06-01T12:00:09","modified_gmt":"2014-06-01T09:00:09","slug":"bir-fotografin-oykusu-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=3005","title":{"rendered":"Bir Foto\u011fraf\u0131n \u00d6yk\u00fcs\u00fc"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2160\" style=\"width: 581px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2160\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2160\" title=\"10060022\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2007\/09\/10060022.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"571\" height=\"800\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-2160\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">\u015eeyh Edebal\u0131<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Her foto\u011fraf\u0131n bir \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc vard\u0131r, ama yaz\u0131lmaz pek\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ge\u00e7en y\u0131l \u00e7ekmi\u015ftim ben bu foto\u011fraf\u0131. 29 Ekim g\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bilecik\u2019ten ge\u00e7iyoruz\u2026 G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz bu tarihi kentte bir \u015feyler ar\u0131yor elbette, ama bu kadar\u0131n\u0131 beklemiyoruz:<\/p>\n<p>Ak\u015fam g\u00fcne\u015fi, <strong>\u015eeyh Edebal\u0131 Camii<\/strong>\u2019ni alt\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131na boyuyor\u2026\u00a0 Sonbahar yapraklar\u0131 da bundan nasibini al\u0131yor\u2026<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f gibi aniden duruveriyoruz. I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rmamal\u0131y\u0131z\u2026 <em>\u201cA\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r acele etmeliyiz\u201d<\/em>\u2026 Sessizce \u00e7ekim haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eeyhin, <strong>Osman Gazi<\/strong>\u2019ye \u00f6\u011f\u00fcd\u00fc vadide yank\u0131lan\u0131yor sanki\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u201cEy o\u011ful!.. G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, kuvvetli, ak\u0131ll\u0131 ve kelaml\u0131s\u0131n. Ama bunlar\u0131 nerede ve nas\u0131l kullanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmezsen sabah r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131nda savrulur gidersin\u2026 \u00d6fken ve nefsin bir olup akl\u0131n\u0131 ma\u011flup eder. Bunun i\u00e7in daima sab\u0131rl\u0131, sebatkar ve iradene sahip olas\u0131n!..\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Burada ne eksik,<\/em> diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum\u2026 O anda bir gelinle damat, d\u00fc\u015f gibi beliriveriyor caminin avlusunda\u2026 G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc eksiksiz art\u0131k!<\/p>\n<p>Ve\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u201cEy o\u011ful!..\u201d<\/em><\/strong> diye s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyor \u015eeyh Edebal\u0131: \u201c\u2026 <strong><em>Sevgi davan\u0131n esas\u0131 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Sevmek ise, sessizliktedir. Ba\u011f\u0131rarak sevilmez\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011fraf\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc bu kadar, ama belki de o s\u0131rada \u00fclkenin ba\u015fka bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde, Dat\u00e7a Yar\u0131madas\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ucunda Knidos Afroditi b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc sesiyle \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6ylemektedir:<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u201c\u0130nsanlar aras\u0131ndaki ayr\u0131l\u0131k, gelinle senin arana giren duvakt\u0131r.\u201d <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>\u0130mparator Teodosyus\u2019un Bizans\u2019a getirtip Lausos Saray\u0131\u2019na koydu\u011fu, sonradan sarayla birlikte yanan Afrodit\u2019tir o\u2026 Praksiteles\u2019in ba\u015fyap\u0131t\u0131d\u0131r. Halikarnas Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131s\u0131\u2019n\u0131n o \u015fiirsel Ege \u00f6yk\u00fclerinden birinde dile gelir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yk\u00fcde Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, <em>\u201cay kayna\u011f\u0131ndan har\u0131l har\u0131l akan nur \u00e7a\u011flayan\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131kad\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d<\/em> Afrodit Tap\u0131na\u011f\u0131\u2019ndan geriye kalan mermer avluda yere uzan\u0131r. Ta\u015flar kar gibi a\u011farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Tam uykuya dalm\u0131\u015fken hemen uyan\u0131r. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f, yar\u0131 ger\u00e7ek, Knidos Afroditi\u2019nin ayakta sallanan hayalini g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131\u2019n\u0131n anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re, Afrodit\u2019in hareketleri tepesinden t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131na kadar s\u00fcz\u00fclen bir uyum ak\u0131t\u0131rken, \u00e7evrede bir \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fck dalgas\u0131 yaratmaktad\u0131r. Denizin sesi uzakl\u0131klar\u0131n da, y\u00fczy\u0131llar\u0131n da, kumsallar\u0131n da, genel tarihin de seslerine kar\u0131\u015fa kar\u0131\u015fa, ta bulundu\u011fu tepeye gelerek orada bin bir yank\u0131 uyand\u0131rmaktad\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u201c\u0130nsan birli\u011fini ay\u0131ran ince, bir ba\u015fkal\u0131k duva\u011f\u0131, duva\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131nda sezilen y\u00fcz\u00fcn bir g\u00fczelli\u011fi, bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi vard\u0131r. Ben i\u015fte o hayal meyal g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fczelli\u011fin ta kendisiyim! Gelinler san\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131 gibi olmasalar bile gelinde hayal etti\u011fin g\u00fczellik ve ger\u00e7ek benim! Kad\u0131n erkek, \u00e7oluk \u00e7ocuk milyonlarca insanda ya\u015fayan, y\u00fcr\u00fcyen, bakan, seven ve sevilen yine benim.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>(\u2026) Ben Do\u011fulu bir tanr\u0131\u00e7ay\u0131m. Asurlular bana \u2018\u0130\u015ftar\u2019 dediler. Fenikeliler bana \u2018Astoret! Astoret!\u2019 diye yalvar\u0131rlard\u0131. Suriye\u2019de ad\u0131m Atargatis\u2019ti. Babilliler bana \u2018Belit\u2019 (Melitta!) diye taparlard\u0131. \u0130nsan olal\u0131 ve daha \u00f6nceleri hep vard\u0131m. Ben Astarte\u2019yim. Her h\u00fccrenizde, her atomda kaynayan hayat kayna\u011f\u0131y\u0131m. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>(\u2026) Bu s\u0131ralarda bana bir de seksapel niteli\u011fi takt\u0131lar. Yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f bo\u015flu\u011fu sevmez. \u0130nsanlar yaln\u0131z parayla u\u011fra\u015fan bo\u015f kafalar\u0131 elbette seksapel ile doldurdular. Bu yolda propaganda ile epeyce para da toplad\u0131lar. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n burnunun bi\u00e7imini, duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n rengini, kirpiklerinin durumunu; \u00fcst ba\u015f ve y\u00fcz g\u00f6zlerin nas\u0131l olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini, \u015fimdi ancak, g\u00f6z\u00fc kaparozda (yolsuz gelirde) olan ticaret kurumlar\u0131 sapt\u0131yor. Oysa benim g\u00fczelli\u011fimi, g\u00f6z\u00fc hi\u00e7 de parada de\u011fil, ama g\u00fczellikte olan bir sanat\u00e7\u0131 yaratt\u0131. (\u2026) Ben, g\u00fczelli\u011fin Afrodit\u2019iyim\u2026 Parayla sat\u0131lan seksapelin Afrodit\u2019i de\u011fil\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em><br \/>\n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>(\u2026) D\u00fcnyada varolmak zorunlulu\u011funu bile, yolunda can verilir sevin\u00e7li bir \u00e7ile durumuna getiren, insana kendisini sevdiren yine benim. Her yabanc\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bir karde\u015f tatl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 veren benim. \u0130nsan her y\u00fczde, her bak\u0131\u015fta beni arar. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc herkesin ba\u015fkal\u0131\u011f\u0131, ancak y\u00fcz\u00fcme ge\u00e7en bir maskedir. Ben Astarte\u2019yim. Her g\u00f6zden ben bakar\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn beyinlerde bilincim. B\u00fct\u00fcn bilin\u00e7lerde bir umut\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben \u2018Hayat\u2019\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>13\/09\/2007<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bizim Sakarya Gazetesi<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 Her foto\u011fraf\u0131n bir \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc vard\u0131r, ama yaz\u0131lmaz pek\u2026 Ge\u00e7en y\u0131l \u00e7ekmi\u015ftim ben bu foto\u011fraf\u0131. 29 Ekim g\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 Bilecik\u2019ten ge\u00e7iyoruz\u2026 G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz bu tarihi kentte bir \u015feyler ar\u0131yor elbette, ama bu kadar\u0131n\u0131 beklemiyoruz: Ak\u015fam g\u00fcne\u015fi, \u015eeyh Edebal\u0131 Camii\u2019ni alt\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131na boyuyor\u2026\u00a0 Sonbahar yapraklar\u0131 da bundan nasibini al\u0131yor\u2026 B\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f gibi aniden duruveriyoruz. I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rmamal\u0131y\u0131z\u2026 \u201cA\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r acele [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2160,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[467],"tags":[473,758,821,822],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3005"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3005"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3005\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4372,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3005\/revisions\/4372"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3005"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3005"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3005"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}