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\u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra 8 Mart D\u00fcnya Kad\u0131nlar G\u00fcn\u00fc<\/strong>\u2026 Bu hafta boyunca etkinlikler d\u00fczenleniyor b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada. Bizde de tabii\u2026 Bir \u015feyler yazmal\u0131 m\u0131 yazmamal\u0131 m\u0131 derken; tamamen yapay sorunlar \u00fcretip \u00fclkenin g\u00fcndemini, kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcrle\u015fmesi ad\u0131 alt\u0131nda t\u00fcrban tak\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131na kilitleyenlere k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m depre\u015fti. Cumhuriyetimizin, t\u00fcm ulusu \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f hukukun, bilimin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na kavu\u015fturan, \u00f6zellikle kad\u0131n\u0131 toplum ya\u015fam\u0131nda var eden kazan\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131msayarak bug\u00fcnk\u00fc durumumuza esef ettim. \u0130\u00e7im s\u0131zlad\u0131.<\/p>\n Sonra, K\u00f6y Enstit\u00fcl\u00fc \u00d6\u011fretmen Benisa <\/strong>(Huriye Sara\u00e7) d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc akl\u0131ma\u2026 Bembeyaz, dalgal\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131, karaka\u015fl\u0131, dost bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 Benisa\u2026 Birbirinin devam\u0131 olan ilk iki roman\u0131 da ki\u015fili\u011fi de \u00f6yle etkileyiciydi ki onu unutmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi zaten\u2026 \u015eu aralar yine kendisiyle yaz\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz. \u00d6z ya\u015fam \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kitab\u0131 da bas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Ne kadar sevindirici!<\/p>\n Ya\u015fam onu, yavrusuyla birlikte oradan oraya s\u00fcr\u00fcklemi\u015f. Otuz be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayken \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi mesle\u011finden malulen emekli olup yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131na gitmi\u015f. Yabanc\u0131 \u00fclkelerde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f uzun y\u0131llar\u2026 Sonra yurda d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, yetmi\u015finden sonra da oturup ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 romanla\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u2026 Onunla s\u00f6yle\u015fi yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, hat\u0131rlarsan\u0131z.<\/p>\n ***<\/p>\n Onun ac\u0131kl\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc daha baba evindeyken \u00fcvey anadan yedi\u011fi dayaklar; horland\u0131\u011f\u0131, insan yerine konmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, a\u00e7 b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnlerle ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Sonra, babas\u0131n\u0131n ileri g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sayesinde \u00c7ifteler K\u00f6y Enstit\u00fcs\u00fc\u2019ne verili\u015fi\u2026 Ama yat\u0131l\u0131 okul bile kurtulu\u015fu olmuyor Benisa\u2019n\u0131n. Zalim \u00fcvey anneyi hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131yor, kurnazl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla babay\u0131 da zehirliyor. Okulu bitirip \u00f6\u011fretmen \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, yak\u0131n bir k\u00f6ye atan\u0131yor\u2026 Bu sefer de paras\u0131na el koyduruyorlar, yokluk \u00e7ektiriyorlar ona\u2026<\/p>\n Birincinin devam\u0131 olan \u201cSevgiyle I\u015f\u0131r Ya\u015famak\u201d <\/strong>adl\u0131 ikinci kitapta o zalim kad\u0131n yok. Ama \u00f6yle bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f k\u0131zca\u011f\u0131z\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131na ve \u00f6yle buland\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ki; \u00f6yk\u00fcn\u00fcn sonras\u0131 da onun al\u00e7ak\u00e7a oyunuyla s\u00fcr\u00fcklendi\u011fi ak\u0131l almaz cefalar, haks\u0131zl\u0131klar, d\u00fc\u015f k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131yla dolu. Okuyor, izliyor, \u015fa\u015f\u0131yorsunuz\u2026 Akla hayale s\u0131\u011fmayan eziyetlere katlanabilmesi de hayatta kalabilmesi de mucize! Sabr\u0131n\u0131, direncini nas\u0131l ve neden o kadar zorlam\u0131\u015f olabilir?<\/p>\n \u0130nsan ruhunun, bedeninin dayanma g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc kendi \u00fczerinde s\u0131nay\u0131p bu romanlar\u0131 yazmak i\u00e7in sanki\u2026<\/p>\n Ama bir yandan da yoksul k\u00f6y ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n zengin ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, en g\u00fczel do\u011fa betimlemelerini, imeceyi; k\u00f6y dilindeki deyi\u015f g\u00fczelli\u011fini, \u00e7e\u015fitlili\u011fini g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcze sindiriyorsunuz okurken. Y\u00fcreklere s\u0131\u011fmayan sevincin; y\u00fcrek da\u011flayan ac\u0131n\u0131n, kederin, koyu \u00e7aresizli\u011fin gelgitlerinde bitkin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorsunuz.<\/p>\n ***<\/p>\n Benisa k\u00f6y \u00f6\u011fretmeni olarak atan\u0131p gen\u00e7 ruhunda mutlu bir ya\u015fam umudu ye\u015ferirken tam, kara bulutlar \u00e7\u00f6ker yeniden \u00fcst\u00fcne. \u00dcvey anan\u0131n oyunuyla ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r; on sekiz ya\u015f\u0131nda, \u00e7evre k\u00f6ylerin en g\u00f6steri\u015fli evinde, A\u011fa\u2019n\u0131n evinde g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7ar. \u00c7oban A\u011fa\u2019n\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kar\u0131s\u0131 olarak bulur kendini. \u00dc\u00e7 kamyon bu\u011fdaya satm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r \u00fcvey anas\u0131 onu. \u201c\u2026 G\u00fcne\u015f ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 benim i\u00e7in k\u0131sm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sanki. Her \u015feyi unutmal\u0131yd\u0131m\u2026 Kalk\u0131p giyinmek, okuluma gitmek istiyordum. Burkulup kald\u0131m sessizce. Ben ya\u015fam\u0131yordum!\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n A\u011fa\u2019n\u0131n evinden ka\u00e7mak kurtulu\u015f de\u011fildir ki\u2026 Mesle\u011fine s\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir kara lekedir nik\u00e2hs\u0131z evlilik. Kaba, zalim, vicdans\u0131z A\u011fa\u2019n\u0131n adamlar\u0131 vard\u0131r her yerde\u2026 Sahte \u015fik\u00e2yet dilek\u00e7eleriyle b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn lekelenir, y\u00fcre\u011fi vatana hizmet a\u015fk\u0131yla dolu, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan, g\u00fczel mi g\u00fczel, gencecik \u00f6\u011fretmenin sicili. Defalarca ba\u015fvurur, umutlan\u0131r; hepsinde de geri \u00e7evrilir: \u201cDosyan\u0131z incelenmi\u015f, mesle\u011finize yeniden al\u0131nman\u0131z bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zca uygun g\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015ftir.\u201d <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n A\u011fabeyi taraf\u0131ndan yeniden evlendirilir istemedi\u011fi biriyle. Hasta ruhlu, tak\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131, i\u015fe yaramaz\u0131n tekidir ikinci koca. Define bulacak, birden zengin olacakt\u0131r. Yat\u0131p kalk\u0131p bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Oysa radyo tamircisidir; do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa kazanacak, evini ge\u00e7indirecektir. \u00a0\u00c7ocuklar\u0131 olur. \u201cBak babas\u0131, minicik, ne g\u00fczel bir \u015fey!\u201d <\/em><\/strong>diye be\u015fikten al\u0131p yan\u0131na koyar Benisa. \u201cAl \u00e7ocu\u011funu! Bu ne bu! Kedinin k\u00f6pe\u011fin do\u011furdu\u011fu bile bundan b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fcr!\u201d<\/em><\/strong> \u0130\u015fte, yan\u0131t\u0131 budur kocan\u0131n!<\/p>\n Yavrusunu beslemek i\u00e7in diki\u015f diker, \u00f6rg\u00fc \u00f6rer, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131p durur. Hizmet\u00e7ilik bile yapar\u2026 Ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 \u201c\u00e7\u00f6plerle dolmu\u015f bir meydan\u201d gibi kabul etmeli ve o \u00e7\u00f6plerden ay\u0131klamal\u0131d\u0131r. Yazg\u0131s\u0131na direnmelidir. Kocas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131r, a\u011fabeyinin yan\u0131na d\u00f6ner. \u0130yi insanlarla tan\u0131\u015f\u0131r orada. Yard\u0131msever kad\u0131nlard\u0131r; ona i\u015f bulacaklard\u0131r. \u00d6\u011fretmenli\u011fi, devlet memuriyeti engellense de ba\u015fka bir i\u015fe girip \u00e7al\u0131\u015fabilecektir. Ama onun y\u00fcre\u011fi \u00f6\u011fretmenlikten yana atmaktad\u0131r. \u201cBen \u00f6\u011fretmendim, ben adanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Vazge\u00e7emezdim. Tongu\u00e7 Baba\u2019n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne, bizleri yeti\u015ftirenlerin g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakamazd\u0131m. Dahas\u0131, kendi g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakamazd\u0131m! Utan\u0131rd\u0131m ya\u015famaktan\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ankara\u2019ya gidip anlatacakt\u0131r derdini\u2026 Yol paras\u0131n\u0131 denkle\u015ftirebilmek i\u00e7in, bir zamanlar ablas\u0131yla birlikte dokuduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi seccadeyi rehin b\u0131rakacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n Ba\u015f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7enler inan\u0131lmaz \u015feylerdir, ama anlatmak zorundad\u0131r i\u015fte. Bakanl\u0131ktaki o iyi y\u00fcrekli memur onu sab\u0131rla dinler; sonra da ya\u015fam\u0131na tertemiz bir sayfa arma\u011fan eder. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla sevin\u00e7 birbirine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u2026 Aradan ge\u00e7en d\u00f6rt y\u0131l\u0131n ard\u0131ndan, g\u00fcn ayd\u0131nlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n Cumhuriyet Bayram\u0131\u2019nda, yavrusunu ba\u011fr\u0131na bas\u0131p g\u00f6rev yerine do\u011fru yola \u00e7\u0131kar Benisa:<\/p>\n \u201cAtlar nallar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fak\u0131rdata \u015fak\u0131rdata gidiyordu. Trampet sesleri inceldi, uzad\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015fli g\u00f6\u011fe do\u011fru kayboldu. Atlar\u0131n ba\u015flar\u0131na ba\u011flanan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bayraklar\u0131n sallan\u0131\u015flar\u0131, benim zaferimin i\u015faretiydi sanki. Bug\u00fcn Cumhuriyet Bayram\u0131! Bundan sonra daha i\u00e7ten duyarak kutlayacakt\u0131m bayram\u0131m\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n 06\/03\/2008<\/p>\n Bizim Sakarya Gazetesi <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra 8 Mart D\u00fcnya Kad\u0131nlar G\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 Bu hafta boyunca etkinlikler d\u00fczenleniyor b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada. Bizde de tabii\u2026 Bir \u015feyler yazmal\u0131 m\u0131 yazmamal\u0131 m\u0131 derken; tamamen yapay sorunlar \u00fcretip \u00fclkenin g\u00fcndemini, kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcrle\u015fmesi ad\u0131 alt\u0131nda t\u00fcrban tak\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131na kilitleyenlere k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m depre\u015fti. Cumhuriyetimizin, t\u00fcm ulusu \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f hukukun, bilimin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na kavu\u015fturan, \u00f6zellikle kad\u0131n\u0131 toplum ya\u015fam\u0131nda var eden […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[467],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3023"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3023"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3023\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3023"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3023"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3023"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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