{"id":3056,"date":"2010-05-06T17:19:00","date_gmt":"2010-05-06T17:19:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=308"},"modified":"2014-06-01T13:22:53","modified_gmt":"2014-06-01T10:22:53","slug":"sari-guller-mor-zambaklar-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=3056","title":{"rendered":"Sar\u0131 G\u00fcller, Mor Zambaklar\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Senenin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc annelere adanm\u0131\u015f, bir g\u00fcn\u00fc de babalara\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cT\u00fcketim toplumunun dayatmalar\u0131, kal\u0131plar\u0131 bunlar\u2026\u201d t\u00fcr\u00fcnden ele\u015ftiriler kan\u0131ksand\u0131, kimse ald\u0131rm\u0131yor. Evlad\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015f ana babalar, annesini ya da babas\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015f \u00e7ocuklar, \u00e7ocuk sahibi olamam\u0131\u015f kad\u0131nlar \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr demenin de faydas\u0131 yok. Hepimiz kap\u0131ld\u0131k gidiyoruz i\u015fte\u2026<\/p>\n

Gazeteler, dergiler, t\u00fcm medya \u00e7alkalan\u0131yor. Anneler g\u00fcn\u00fc geldi yine\u2026 May\u0131s\u2019\u0131n ikinci pazar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

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K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ya\u015fta annesini yitirmi\u015f, ac\u0131mas\u0131z bir \u00fcvey anan\u0131n elinde \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu ya\u015fayamadan b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcvermi\u015fti Benisa\u2026 K\u00f6y Enstit\u00fcl\u00fc \u00f6\u011fretmen Huriye Sara\u00e7\u2019\u0131n \u00f6zya\u015fam\u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcyd\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7 ciltlik kitap. Abla ve a\u011fabey sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m Kadriye ve Bayram \u0130nce \u00f6nermi\u015flerdi. Okudum, sonra da tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131k kendisiyle. Yak\u0131nla\u015fmam\u0131z, hakk\u0131nda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaz\u0131larla, Adapazar\u0131\u2019na geli\u015f gidi\u015fleriyle oldu. Okullara g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fck; \u00f6\u011frencilerle, \u00f6\u011fretmenlerle konu\u015ftu, kayna\u015ft\u0131. Ba\u015fka \u015fehirlerde, ba\u015fka okullara, derneklere gitti. Kitab\u0131n\u0131 okuyanlar, co\u015fkuyla duygular\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131lar, o da hepsini yan\u0131tlad\u0131. Hi\u00e7 \u201cyoruldum\u201d demedi.<\/p>\n

\u201cOkurlar\u0131m; sizler bana evlat arkada\u015f, bac\u0131-karde\u015f oluyor, bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ak\u0131p giden yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 dolduruyorsunuz, bu nedenle de \u00d6\u011fretmen Benisa’ya\u00a0te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyorum. Sizin gibi paha bi\u00e7ilemeyen okurlar\u0131mla bulu\u015fturdu\u011funa\u2026\u201d dedi; okur mektuplar\u0131n\u0131 kitab\u0131n\u0131n yeni bask\u0131lar\u0131na koydu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck arma\u011fanlar g\u00f6nderdi onlara. Ge\u00e7en y\u0131l yollad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u011f \u00e7ubuklar\u0131 bu bahar b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, yaprak verdi bah\u00e7emizde\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir o\u011flu vard\u0131. Gelini, torunlar\u0131 vard\u0131 ama sevgiyle dolu y\u00fcre\u011finde bizlere de yer verdi. \u0130\u015fte bana yazd\u0131klar\u0131\u2026 Onlar\u0131 \u00e7ok de\u011ferli edeb\u00ee metinler olarak sakl\u0131yorum. Payla\u015fmamda ne sak\u0131nca olabilir ki\u2026<\/p>\n

– \u201cBug\u00fcn size ba\u011f fidan\u0131 g\u00f6nderdim. 5 tane. \u015e\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm; bir\u00a0 k\u00f6k ENKA’ya\u2026 bir k\u00f6k \u00d6zel \u015eahin’e\u2026 bir\u00a0k\u00f6k de Utrecht \u0130lk\u00f6\u011fretim Okulu\u2019na versek okullar\u0131n\u0131n uygun bir yerine dikerler mi? Beni yeti\u015ftiren K\u00f6y Enstit\u00fclerinin an\u0131s\u0131na\u2026 B\u00f6yle bir \u015fey olur mu, memnun kal\u0131n\u0131r m\u0131? E\u011fer olmazsa hepsini siz dikiniz. K\u00f6klerini topra\u011fa iyice g\u00f6meceksiniz. \u2018Sultaniye\u2019 dedi fidanc\u0131\u2026 Yoksa onlara da ayr\u0131ca kargo ile mi g\u00f6ndersem daha iyi olur? Bu karar\u0131 sizin vermeniz beni \u00e7ok sevindirir.<\/p>\n

Asmaya, tez b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcn diye selam g\u00f6nderiyorum\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

– \u201cBuras\u0131 yeni a\u00e7\u0131lmaya ba\u015flayan mor yaprac\u0131klar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan a\u00e7an beyaz \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle bezeniyor. Kokular\u0131ndan g\u00f6nderiyorum. Evlat sevgisini and\u0131ran misk kokular\u0131n\u0131\u00a0g\u00f6nderiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

– \u201cCan ku\u015fum…<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn hava \u00e7ok ayd\u0131nl\u0131kt\u0131. Buradaki Bozda\u011f’\u0131n tepesine do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k, karl\u0131yd\u0131. Kar sular\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0131r\u0131ldayarak ak\u0131\u015f\u0131, papatyalar\u0131n kokusu, uyanmaya ba\u015flayan orman a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n sar\u0131l\u0131 ye\u015filli yapraklar\u0131 bir ba\u015fka g\u00fczellikti. Sizle birlik olmak istedim. Pazar g\u00fcnleri kurulan k\u00f6yl\u00fc pazar\u0131ndan otlu \u00e7\u00f6rek yedirmek, k\u0131rk oluklu \u00e7e\u015fmeden kar suyu i\u00e7irmek istedim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

– \u201cG\u00fcne\u015fin \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 gibi ayd\u0131nl\u0131k k\u0131z\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Yo\u011funlu\u011fumdan yazamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi bal\u0131k yedi\u011fimiz g\u00f6l\u00fc hi\u00e7 unutam\u0131yorum. Ne bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 bitirebiliyor ne de kalkabiliyoruz sanki\u2026 Sar\u0131 g\u00fcllerin, mor zambaklar\u0131n kokular\u0131yla \u00f6p\u00fcyorum…\u201d<\/p>\n

– \u201cKestane\u00a0 tatl\u0131s\u0131\u00a0k\u0131z\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Bu hafta sonu \u00d6demi\u015f’in Hamamk\u00f6y’\u00fcne, Atat\u00fcrk \u00c7ocuklar\u0131 K\u00fct\u00fcphanesi\u2019ni\u00a0a\u00e7maya gittik, ekip olarak. 950 metre y\u00fckseklikte, \u00e7evresi kestane ormanlar\u0131yla \u00e7evrili, \u00e7ukurda bir bucak. Han\u0131mlar \u015falvar ve beyaz \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc. \u00c7ok cana yak\u0131nd\u0131lar. \u00c7ok g\u00fczel \u015feyler ikram ettiler.\u00a0Kestane verdiler ama\u00a0bir avu\u00e7 ald\u0131m, sizin ad\u0131n\u0131za kuzunun a\u011fz\u0131na verdim. K\u0131t\u0131rdatarak, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallayarak yedi\u2026 sevdim kara g\u00f6zlerini\u2026 Duydunuz mu sesimizi?\u201d<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Annemi yitireli \u00fc\u00e7 bu\u00e7uk ay oldu. D\u00fcn gece d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmde g\u00f6rd\u00fcm onu\u2026 Apayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir odada, yine hasta yata\u011f\u0131nda, bana g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu\u2026 S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131m. T\u0131pk\u0131 ger\u00e7ek gibiydi\u2026<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131r, kal\u0131p tan\u0131mayan sevgilerle \u0131\u015f\u0131mas\u0131n\u0131 diledim\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Senenin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc annelere adanm\u0131\u015f, bir g\u00fcn\u00fc de babalara\u2026 \u201cT\u00fcketim toplumunun dayatmalar\u0131, kal\u0131plar\u0131 bunlar\u2026\u201d t\u00fcr\u00fcnden ele\u015ftiriler kan\u0131ksand\u0131, kimse ald\u0131rm\u0131yor. Evlad\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015f ana babalar, annesini ya da babas\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015f \u00e7ocuklar, \u00e7ocuk sahibi olamam\u0131\u015f kad\u0131nlar \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr demenin de faydas\u0131 yok. Hepimiz kap\u0131ld\u0131k gidiyoruz i\u015fte\u2026 Gazeteler, dergiler, t\u00fcm medya \u00e7alkalan\u0131yor. Anneler g\u00fcn\u00fc geldi yine\u2026 May\u0131s\u2019\u0131n ikinci pazar\u0131\u2026 *** […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2047,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[467],"tags":[516,542,699,733,814],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3056"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3056"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3056\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3493,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3056\/revisions\/3493"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3056"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3056"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3056"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}