{"id":3947,"date":"2006-03-09T03:48:30","date_gmt":"2006-03-09T01:48:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamayacikel.com\/?p=3947"},"modified":"2014-10-10T04:31:48","modified_gmt":"2014-10-10T01:31:48","slug":"bir-sabah-uyandigimda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=3947","title":{"rendered":"Bir Sabah Uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bir Sabah Uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda\u2026 \u0130nsanlar art\u0131k iki cinsin de kendini ayn\u0131 derecede rahat hissetti\u011fi bir d\u00fcnyada bulsalar kendilerini. Kad\u0131nlar\u0131n toplum hayat\u0131na kat\u0131lmas\u0131ndan, ki\u015filik \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fcklerinin hakk\u0131n\u0131 vermelerinden korkmasa erkekler. U\u00e7u\u015fsa r\u00fczg\u00e2rda sa\u00e7lar\u0131 annelerin, utanmasalar sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan&#8230; Ve k\u0131z \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 da desteklese t\u00fcm b\u00fcy\u00fckler; b\u00f6ylece \u00e7ocuklar g\u00fcven duygusuyla beslenip b\u00fcy\u00fcseler. \u0130nsan\u00ee olan \u015feylerden uzak durmalar\u0131 i\u015flenmese k\u00f6rpe beyinlerine&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>\u201cHer kim insan\u00ee gamdan tek bir notay\u0131 kald\u0131rmak istese, ondan nefret ediyorum. Her an onun t\u00fcm akortlar\u0131n\u0131 titretebilmek l\u00e2z\u0131m.\u201d( Orson Welles)<\/strong>.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Cesaret k\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 kurallardan, kal\u0131plardan ar\u0131n\u0131verse d\u00fcnya&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u201c&#8230; \u0130nsan ili\u015fkilerini de\u011fi\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin de\u011fi\u015fmeyece\u011fi umutsuzlu\u011funa kap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u0131sa anlar kadar korkun\u00e7 ve umutsuz anlar tan\u0131m\u0131yorum. De\u011fi\u015fecek. D\u00fcnya k\u00fcresinin da\u011flar\u0131, denizleri, okyanuslar\u0131, g\u00f6lleri, ovalar\u0131, bozk\u0131r ve \u00e7\u00f6lleri, nehir yataklar\u0131, buzullar\u0131, kent ve k\u00f6yleri nas\u0131l de\u011fi\u015fiyorsa, insan ili\u015fkileri de de\u011fi\u015fecek. \u0130nsandan i\u00e7g\u00fcd\u00fcleri ile ba\u011fda\u015fmayan u\u011fra\u015flar\u0131n beklenmedi\u011fi bir d\u00f6nem de olacak.\u201d (Tezer \u00d6zl\u00fc\/ Ya\u015fam\u0131n Ucuna Yolculuk)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131nlara \u00e7ok g\u00f6r\u00fclmese ya\u015fama sevinci ve bunun \u00f6zg\u00fcrce ifadesi\u2026 Ve sadece k\u0131van\u00e7 duysa erkekler, kad\u0131nlar\u0131n da tutkular\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zg\u00fcrce ya\u015famalar\u0131ndan\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u201c\u0130\u015fte u\u00e7urumun kenar\u0131ndalar. Havaya, y\u00fckseklere f\u0131rlat\u0131yor korucu Hasan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z havalarda u\u00e7uyor u\u00e7uyor, kahkahalarla u\u00e7uyor&#8230; Y\u00fckseklerde kahkahalarla u\u00e7arken, t\u00fcm ovaya, vadiye ve hatta g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne egemen&#8230; Sonra d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f ba\u015fl\u0131yor. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor&#8230; A\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 bo\u015fluk, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 yokluk, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 hi\u00e7lik\u2026 D\u00fc\u015ferken d\u00fc\u015ferken tam kahkahalar\u0131n yerini o en b\u00fcy\u00fck korkunun ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 anda, hani sanki tam her \u015feyin yok olaca\u011f\u0131, bo\u015flu\u011fa yuvarlanaca\u011f\u0131 anda, kendini korucu Hasan\u2019\u0131n g\u00fcvenli kollar\u0131nda buluyor: \u201cOh! Bu kez de kurtuldum!\u201d \u00c7ubuklu tepeleri&#8230; \u0130stanbul. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir k\u0131z: Leyla \u00c7eyrekgil&#8230; Napoli\u2019de \u201cArena Flegrea\u201d&#8230; On bin ki\u015filik bir a\u00e7\u0131k hava tiyatrosu&#8230; O gece tek bo\u015f yer yok&#8230; \u0130\u015fte temsil saati geldi t\u00fcm \u0131\u015f\u0131klar s\u00f6nd\u00fc. Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde, kat kat y\u00fckselen amfinin en tepesinde gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n duruyor. Simsiyah sa\u00e7l\u0131, simsiyah g\u00f6zl\u00fc gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n&#8230; A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da sahne minicik. Sahne kocaman. Arena onu yutmaya haz\u0131r&#8230; Bir u\u00e7urum&#8230; Be\u015finci, alt\u0131nc\u0131 basamak&#8230; Tam korkunun en b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anda, u\u00e7urumun tam onu yutaca\u011f\u0131 anda, i\u00e7inden bir ses, kendi sesi \u201cHaydi, fethet onlar\u0131! Haydi!\u201d dedi. Ve dedi\u011fini yapt\u0131. U\u00e7urumun \u00f6teki ucuna, sahneye vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda arenaya egemendi. On bin seyirciye egemendi. Oh! Bu kez de bo\u015flu\u011fa, hi\u00e7li\u011fe yuvarlanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131! Napoli. 16 Temmuz 1953 gecesi. Gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n: Leyla Gencer&#8230; Onu hep u\u00e7urumun k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcren, tutkusu ve sesi. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Tutkusu ve sesi onu hep u\u00e7uruma yuvarlanmaktan kurtar\u0131yor&#8230; Kapkara sa\u00e7l\u0131, kapkara g\u00f6zl\u00fc kad\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131 yok. O \u015fimdi, Lucia\u2019n\u0131n, Norma\u2019n\u0131n, Lady Machbeth\u2019in, Krali\u00e7e Elizabeth\u2019in, Floria Tosca\u2019n\u0131n, Lucrezia\u2019n\u0131n, Madam Butterfly\u2019\u0131n, Alceste\u2019in, Aida\u2019n\u0131n, Violetta\u2019n\u0131n ve Leonora\u2019n\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r. Milano\u2019da, Roma\u2019da, Viyana\u2019da, Paris\u2019te, San Fransisco\u2019da, K\u00f6ln\u2019de, Buenos Aires\u2019de, Stockholm\u2019de, Londra\u2019da, Rio de Jeneiro\u2019da, Bilbao\u2019da ya da Chicago\u2019da&#8230; Ad\u0131: \u201dDiva\u201d: \u201cLa Diva Turca.\u201d( Zeynep Oral\/ Tutkunun Roman\u0131 )<\/em> <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131s\u0131 ve hazz\u0131 dengede, dolu dolu bir ya\u015fam\u0131n; at\u0131lgan, umutlu insanlar\u0131 oluversek, birlikte\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u201c&#8230; \u00d6yle bir d\u00fcnya kuraca\u011f\u0131m ki, ben ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u00fcrece, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyalarla uyum i\u00e7inde olacak. Ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn, saat ya da dakika, hem bana hem de herkese ait olacak.\u201d (Frida Kahlo).<\/em> <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz g\u00f6r\u00fcnmekten korkmasa erkekler; \u015fiirlerde kalmasa kad\u0131n \u015fefkatine duyulan \u00f6zlem\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>\u201c\u0130stanbul&#8217;da, Tevkifhane avlusunda, <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>g\u00fcne\u015fli bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc, ya\u011fmurdan sonra, <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>bulutlar, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kiremitler, duvarlar ve benim y\u00fcz\u00fcm <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>yerde, su birikintilerinde k\u0131m\u0131ldan\u0131rken, <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>ben, nefsimin ne kadar cesur, <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>ne kadar al\u00e7ak, ne kadar kuvvetli, ne kadar zay\u0131f \u015feyi varsa <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>hepsini ta\u015f\u0131yarak :<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>d\u00fcnyay\u0131, memleketimi ve seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm&#8230;\u201d<\/em> <\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>(Naz\u0131m Hikmet\/ \u015eubat 1939)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u2026 Ve hi\u00e7 ya\u015flanmasak biz kad\u0131nlar\u2026 Ve hep \u00e7ocuk kalabilse erkekler\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>&#8220;Ruhunu karamsarl\u0131klarla \u00f6ld\u00fcrmemi\u015fse, kad\u0131n \u2018ya\u015fs\u0131z\u2019d\u0131r; k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131zlar gibi, sevin\u00e7ten u\u00e7tu u\u00e7acakt\u0131. Dudaklar\u0131ndan sevda s\u00f6zleri d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.\u201d (Adnan Binyazar\/ \u201c\u015eairin Kedisi\u201d)\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte bir sabah ben, b\u00f6yle bir d\u00fcnyaya uyansam:<\/p>\n<p>Hi\u00e7 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rmaz, hemen al\u0131\u015f\u0131veririm ve sormam bile, \u201cNe oldu? Nas\u0131l oldu?\u201d diye.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ea\u015f\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m \u015funa, sadece:<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>\u201cNe? 8 Mart D\u00fcnya Kad\u0131nlar G\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fc?.. O da ne?\u201d<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Tamay A\u00c7IKEL<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bizim Sakarya Gazetesi<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir Sabah Uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda\u2026 \u0130nsanlar art\u0131k iki cinsin de kendini ayn\u0131 derecede rahat hissetti\u011fi bir d\u00fcnyada bulsalar kendilerini. Kad\u0131nlar\u0131n toplum hayat\u0131na kat\u0131lmas\u0131ndan, ki\u015filik \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fcklerinin hakk\u0131n\u0131 vermelerinden korkmasa erkekler. U\u00e7u\u015fsa r\u00fczg\u00e2rda sa\u00e7lar\u0131 annelerin, utanmasalar sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan&#8230; Ve k\u0131z \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 da desteklese t\u00fcm b\u00fcy\u00fckler; b\u00f6ylece \u00e7ocuklar g\u00fcven duygusuyla beslenip b\u00fcy\u00fcseler. \u0130nsan\u00ee olan \u015feylerden uzak durmalar\u0131 i\u015flenmese k\u00f6rpe beyinlerine&#8230; \u201cHer [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[467],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3947"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3947"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3947\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3950,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3947\/revisions\/3950"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3947"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3947"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3947"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}