{"id":3976,"date":"2006-02-16T10:31:27","date_gmt":"2006-02-16T08:31:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamayacikel.com\/?p=3976"},"modified":"2014-10-11T11:49:15","modified_gmt":"2014-10-11T08:49:15","slug":"bulanmadan-donmadan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=3976","title":{"rendered":"\u201cBulanmadan, donmadan&#8230;\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Birini yava\u015f yava\u015f tan\u0131may\u0131 ye\u011flerim. Bu konuda acele edene de s\u00f6z\u00fcm yok. Ancak\u2026 Acelenin nedeni birini \u00e7er\u00e7eveleyip dondurmaksa&#8230; Onu birka\u00e7 c\u00fcmleyle anlatabilmekse ama\u00e7&#8230; <em>\u00d6zge\u00e7mi\u015f<\/em> merak\u0131ysa yani&#8230; O zaman can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fam bir \u0131rmak gibi h\u0131zla ak\u0131p giderken, \u00e7er\u00e7eveye neden bu kadar \u00f6nem verir insan? Birinin insan\u00ee yan\u0131n\u0131 kaba hatlar\u0131yla tan\u0131mlar, bir daha da hep o g\u00f6zle bakar. Nas\u0131l olsa de\u011fi\u015fmeyecektir&#8230; Yedisinde ne ise yetmi\u015finde de odur, iyidir ya da k\u00f6t\u00fcd\u00fcr; ya akt\u0131r ya kara!<\/p>\n<p>Ke\u015ffedecek bir \u015fey kalmay\u0131nca da say\u0131lara tak\u0131l\u0131r: <em>\u201c&#8230;Tutal\u0131m onlara yeni edindi\u011finiz bir arkada\u015ftan s\u00f6z a\u00e7t\u0131n\u0131z. Ka\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda? Ka\u00e7 kilo? Babas\u0131 ka\u00e7 para kazan\u0131yor? Bu t\u00fcr bilgilerle onu tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131rlar. Sesi nas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, hangi oyunlar\u0131 severmi\u015f, kelebek biriktirir miymi\u015f, sormazlar bile. Deseniz ki, \u2018K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kiremitli g\u00fczel bir ev g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Pencerelerinde saks\u0131lar, \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131nda kumrular vard\u0131&#8230;\u2019 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc g\u00f6zlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcne getiremezler bu evi. Ama \u2018Y\u00fcz bin liral\u0131k bir ev g\u00f6rd\u00fcm .\u2019 deyin, bak\u0131n nas\u0131l, \u2018Aman ne g\u00fczel ev!\u2019 diye hayk\u0131racaklard\u0131r.\u201d<\/em> K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Prens b\u00f6yle yak\u0131n\u0131yor b\u00fcy\u00fcklerden.*<\/p>\n<p>Biz kad\u0131nlar bir araya geldi\u011fimizde yeni bilgilere, birbirimizin deneyimlerinden yararlanmaya pek a\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131zd\u0131r. <em>\u201cDemek, i\u00e7i haz\u0131rlad\u0131ktan sonra iki tane de limon s\u0131k\u0131yorsun&#8230;\u201d<\/em> deyip, k\u0131rk y\u0131ld\u0131r ayn\u0131 bi\u00e7imde yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z dolma i\u00e7ine limonu s\u0131kar\u0131z, bir de havu\u00e7 rendeleriz mesela&#8230; Sonra da sevinerek anlat\u0131r\u0131z yeni bir \u015fey \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimizi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bu gibi alanlarda ya da sanatta, bilimde g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi payla\u015f\u0131mc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, yarat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, ara\u015ft\u0131rmac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, esnekli\u011fi ni\u00e7in g\u00f6steremiyor insan, s\u0131ra davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131 de\u011ferlendirmeye gelince?<\/p>\n<p>Oysa seni ararken kendimi ke\u015ffediyorumdur asl\u0131nda, kendimi ararken de seni&#8230; Senin o \u00e7er\u00e7evede donup kalmana g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn elvermeyi\u015fi de bu y\u00fczdendir.<\/p>\n<p>Sinoplu filozof Diyojen&#8217;e g\u00fcnd\u00fcz vakti her yer ayd\u0131nl\u0131kken neden elinde bir fenerle dola\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 soruldu\u011funda &#8220;\u0130nsan\u0131 ar\u0131yorum&#8221; diye yan\u0131tlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlat\u0131l\u0131r. Azra Erhat da <em>Ecce Homo<\/em>\u2019da** insan\u0131 ararken:<em> \u201cFenere ne l\u00fczum, a hem\u015ferim, diyesim gelir Diyojen\u2019e; insansan kendini ara bul, kendini ya\u015fad\u0131n m\u0131 bulursun insan\u0131\u201d<\/em> der ve sonra \u015f\u00f6yle s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcr d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesini: <em>\u201cAma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceyi ya\u015famak zormu\u015f, epey tehlikeli i\u015fmi\u015f&#8230; Her \u015feyi ya\u015famaya kalkma, diyordu bir dostum. Dinlemedim. \u0130nsan\u0131 s\u00f6ylemek istersen, ya\u015fayacaks\u0131n, kahrolsan da, zaman zaman bata\u011fa bas\u0131p dibe gitti\u011fini duysan da.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczden sekiz y\u00fcz y\u0131l kadar \u00f6nce, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 temsil eden sevgiliye, <em>&#8220;Benimle senin aranda ne ben ne de sen vard\u0131r.&#8221;<\/em> der y\u00fcce Mevlana&#8230; Y\u00fcceli\u011fi de t\u00fcm insanl\u0131\u011fa maleder b\u00f6ylece&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201cNe varsa \u015fu \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde var,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Soyunal\u0131m iki can,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dalal\u0131m \u015fu \u0131rma\u011fa, hadi.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bu kupkuru yerde yak\u0131nmadan gayri ne g\u00f6rd\u00fck,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>bu kupkuru yerde ne g\u00f6rd\u00fck zul\u00fcmden gayri.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bu \u0131rmakta ne \u00f6lmek var bize,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>bu \u0131rmakta ne gam var, ne keder var, ne dert.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bu \u0131rmak alabildi\u011fine ya\u015famaktan,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>bu \u0131rmak iyilikten, c\u00f6mertlikten ibaret.\u201d***<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Mevlana\u2019da sevgiyi payla\u015fmak, de\u011fi\u015fimi de payla\u015fmakt\u0131r; birlikte akmakt\u0131r sonsuzlu\u011fa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201cHer g\u00fcn bir yerden g\u00f6\u00e7mek ne iyi.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Her g\u00fcn bir yere konmak ne g\u00fczel.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bulanmadan, donmadan akmak ne ho\u015f.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>D\u00fcnle beraber gitti, canca\u011fz\u0131m,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>ne kadar s\u00f6z varsa d\u00fcne ait.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u015eimdi yeni \u015feyler s\u00f6ylemek laz\u0131m.\u201d***<\/em><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde ya\u015fanan ba\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fimler neden b\u00f6yle buruk geliyor? Tat alam\u0131yor, i\u00e7imize sindiremiyoruz yeterince? De\u011fi\u015fime insan\u00ee bir tat katarsak say\u0131lar\u0131 de\u011fil de insan\u0131 y\u00fcceltirsek bu eksiklik duygusundan kurtulur muyuz?<\/p>\n<p>Sorular\u0131n yan\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 aramaya, yeni \u015feyler s\u00f6ylemeye devam, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu bir s\u00fcre\u00e7, insan\u0131n geli\u015fim s\u00fcreci; \u201cKahrolsan da, zaman zaman bata\u011fa bas\u0131p dibe gitti\u011fini duysan da!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>* K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Prens\/ A. de Saint Exupery<\/em><br \/>\n<em>** \u0130\u015fte \u0130nsan\/ Azra Erhat <\/em><br \/>\n<em>*** Bug\u00fcn\u00fcn Diliyle Mevl\u00e2n\u00e2\/ A. Kadir<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Birini yava\u015f yava\u015f tan\u0131may\u0131 ye\u011flerim. Bu konuda acele edene de s\u00f6z\u00fcm yok. Ancak\u2026 Acelenin nedeni birini \u00e7er\u00e7eveleyip dondurmaksa&#8230; Onu birka\u00e7 c\u00fcmleyle anlatabilmekse ama\u00e7&#8230; \u00d6zge\u00e7mi\u015f merak\u0131ysa yani&#8230; O zaman can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r. Ya\u015fam bir \u0131rmak gibi h\u0131zla ak\u0131p giderken, \u00e7er\u00e7eveye neden bu kadar \u00f6nem verir insan? Birinin insan\u00ee yan\u0131n\u0131 kaba hatlar\u0131yla tan\u0131mlar, bir daha da hep [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[467],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3976"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3976"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3976\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3980,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3976\/revisions\/3980"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3976"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3976"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3976"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}