{"id":434,"date":"2010-01-28T07:07:35","date_gmt":"2010-01-28T07:07:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=434"},"modified":"2010-01-28T07:07:35","modified_gmt":"2010-01-28T07:07:35","slug":"tesekkur-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/?p=434","title":{"rendered":"Te\u015fekk\u00fcr"},"content":{"rendered":"


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\u00d6\u011frencilerin kompozisyon \u00f6devlerini okurken k\u0131zar, s\u00f6ylenirdi bazen annem. Bana derdi ki; bak, sak\u0131n b\u00f6yle basmakal\u0131p \u015feyler yazma! T\u00fcrk\u00e7e \u00f6\u011fretmeniydi. Kendi hayat\u0131nda da gereksiz \u00f6vg\u00fcler, abart\u0131lar; a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 istekler, davran\u0131\u015flar olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ben de arkas\u0131ndan birka\u00e7 foto\u011frafla anlatay\u0131m onu\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00dcmit Teyze\u2019yle okul yolundalar. Kol kola. K\u0131v\u0131r k\u0131v\u0131r sa\u00e7lar ikisinde de. Omuzlar\u0131na d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor. Perma \u00e7ok moda. Tayy\u00f6r etekli, omuzlar vatkal\u0131. Ne\u015feli halleri\u2026 Ne g\u00fczeller!<\/p>\n

\u0130stanbul K\u0131z Lisesi\u2019nden ba\u015fl\u0131yor arkada\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131. \u0130stanbul \u00dcniversitesi Hukuk Fak\u00fcltesi\u2019ne gitmeye birlikte karar vermi\u015fler. Evleri Laleli\u2019de. Babalar da arkada\u015f. \u0130kisi de fen bilgisi \u00f6\u011fretmeni ve okul m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Altm\u0131\u015f\u0131na gelmeden \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in dedemi tan\u0131mad\u0131m. Hep \u00f6yle denir ama ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ok sevilen bir insanm\u0131\u015f. Bir g\u00fcn bir arkada\u015f\u0131 dedeme, \u201c\u0130brahim Bey, art\u0131k sen de bir ev alsana!\u201d demi\u015f\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7 k\u0131z karde\u015f annemler. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fc de \u00fcniversitede okuyormu\u015f o s\u0131ra\u2026 Dedem de \u201cBenim \u00fc\u00e7 tane apartman\u0131m var!\u201d diye yan\u0131tlam\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Benim babam tarih \u00f6\u011fretmeni. Annemin avukatl\u0131k yapmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok istemi\u015f, te\u015fvik etmi\u015f. Ama o \u00f6\u011fretmenli\u011fi ye\u011flemi\u015f. Annemin10 Kas\u0131mlarda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 konu\u015fmalar\u0131n el yaz\u0131s\u0131 metinlerini buldum bir kutuda. Hat\u0131rlar\u0131m, ge\u00e7 vakitlere kadar oturur, konu\u015fma haz\u0131rlard\u0131: \u201cAtat\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fck, bir faniye tapma de\u011fil, tek kelimeyle \u2018hamle\u2019dir. Yeniye, g\u00fczele ve ger\u00e7e\u011fe uzanan bir hamle. Bunun devaml\u0131 bir ak\u0131\u015f halini almas\u0131n\u0131 istiyorsak, bir an \u00f6nce cehaleti s\u00fcp\u00fcrmeli, devrimci ruhu ya\u015fatmal\u0131y\u0131z. (\u2026) Bir g\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en uygar bir \u00fclkesi haline gelsek bile Atat\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fck sona ermez. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Atat\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn en \u00f6nemli \u00f6zelliklerinden biri devrimciliktir. Daima daha iyinin, daima daha yeninin pe\u015finde, d\u00fcnya durduk\u00e7a ak\u0131p gidecektir\u2026\u201d <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130kinci foto\u011frafta annem, torunlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda pek mutlu. K\u0131sa kesilmi\u015f g\u00fcr sa\u00e7l\u0131, gri mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc, bal\u0131ketinde, orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir han\u0131m. Kuca\u011f\u0131nda bizim k\u0131z. Yumuk yumuk bir bebek. Solunda bizim o\u011flan. \u00dc\u00e7 bu\u00e7uk ya\u015f\u0131nda. Foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekilmeye \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131nca terliklerini ge\u00e7irivermi\u015f aya\u011f\u0131na. Ama solu sa\u011fa, sa\u011f\u0131 sola. Sa\u011f yan\u0131nda a\u011fabeyimin k\u0131z\u0131. O daha b\u00fcy\u00fck; ilkokul ikinci s\u0131n\u0131fta olmal\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcde, Akatlar\u2019da bir otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bank\u0131nda oturuyor Ne\u015fide Han\u0131m. Otob\u00fcs bekler gibi. Bunu ben \u00e7ektim. Arkada bembeyaz, g\u00f6z al\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ekleriyle bir erik a\u011fac\u0131. Ve annem\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n, \u00e7aresiz, soran bir bak\u0131\u015f! Alzheimer, demans, her ne ise; tuhaf bir hastal\u0131k\u2026 \u00c7ocukluktan yeti\u015fkinli\u011fe edindi\u011fi t\u00fcm becerileri, kazan\u0131mlar\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f yitiriyor insan. Zevk ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feylere kar\u015f\u0131 ilgisini, sevgisini de\u2026 \u015eaka de\u011fil, ger\u00e7ek\u2026 Anneniz sizi tan\u0131m\u0131yor. Konu\u015furken c\u00fcmlenin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 unutuyor. Sonra sonra y\u00fcr\u00fcmeyi, yemek yemeyi bile\u2026 Ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 da zor, ortas\u0131 da sonu da\u2026 Bir yak\u0131n\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na gelene dek tamamen yabanc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z konuya; bildikleriniz ger\u00e7ek bilgi de\u011fil.<\/p>\n

Adapazar\u0131\u2019na ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131yor, bir y\u0131l oturuyorlar, ard\u0131ndan \u0130stanbul-Ata\u015fehir\u2019de bir Alzheimer bak\u0131mevine g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyoruz annemi. \u201cNe\u015fide Anne\u201d oluyor ad\u0131. Burada hastalar geni\u015f, ayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir salonda, rahat koltuklarda oturuyorlar. Birbirleriyle pek konu\u015fmuyorlar. Ne zaman bir ziyaret\u00e7i geliyor, hepsinin y\u00fcz\u00fc \u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Hele ellerini tutup hat\u0131r sorarsan\u0131z \u00f6yle mutlu oluyorlar ki. \u00c7ocuk gibi saf ve temiz i\u00e7leri.<\/p>\n

Titiz bir bak\u0131m ve en \u00f6nemlisi sevgi, \u015fefkat ve iyilik var burada. Yeri geldi\u011finde hastalarla \u015fakala\u015f\u0131r, oyun oynarlar. Ancak, abart\u0131, g\u00f6steri\u015f, g\u00f6z boyama yok. Mobilyalar sade ve kullan\u0131\u015fl\u0131. Y\u00f6netici, hem\u015fire, hastabak\u0131c\u0131, a\u015f\u00e7\u0131\u2026 herkes nazik ve anlay\u0131\u015fl\u0131.<\/p>\n

Annem hayat\u0131n\u0131n sadece bir y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7irdi Adapazar\u0131\u2019nda. Burada topra\u011fa verilmesini ben istedim. \u0130yi ki de \u00f6yle yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n

T\u00fcm dostlar\u0131m\u0131za, yak\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131za, annemi son yolculu\u011funa u\u011furlarken bizlerle birlikte olduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in g\u00f6n\u00fclden te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim. Cenazeye gelerek ya da telefonla arayarak ac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 b\u00f6ylesine i\u00e7tenlikle payla\u015fmalar\u0131na ve her t\u00fcrl\u00fc yard\u0131mlar\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n

Dostluklardan \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011frenece\u011fiz daha\u2026<\/p>\n

28\/01\/2010<\/em><\/p>\n

Bizim Sakarya Gazetesi
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\u00d6\u011frencilerin kompozisyon \u00f6devlerini okurken k\u0131zar, s\u00f6ylenirdi bazen annem. Bana derdi ki; bak, sak\u0131n b\u00f6yle basmakal\u0131p \u015feyler yazma! T\u00fcrk\u00e7e \u00f6\u011fretmeniydi. Kendi hayat\u0131nda da gereksiz \u00f6vg\u00fcler, abart\u0131lar; a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 istekler, davran\u0131\u015flar olmad\u0131. Ben de arkas\u0131ndan birka\u00e7 foto\u011frafla anlatay\u0131m onu\u2026 \u00dcmit Teyze\u2019yle okul yolundalar. Kol kola. K\u0131v\u0131r k\u0131v\u0131r sa\u00e7lar ikisinde de. Omuzlar\u0131na d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor. Perma \u00e7ok moda. Tayy\u00f6r etekli, omuzlar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[467],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/434"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=434"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/434\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=434"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=434"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tamayacikel.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=434"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}