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S\u00d6YLE\u015e\u0130: Tamay A\u00e7\u0131kel<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u201cK\u00f6yler sessizdir. Ekilmi\u015f, s\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, d\u00fczeltilmi\u015f, tepelerde son bulan tarlalara bak\u0131nca. Bir iki s\u00fcr\u00fcngen ge\u00e7er \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan, \u00e7\u0131t\u0131r \u00e7\u0131t\u0131r\u2026 Biraz daha gayret edebilseniz patatesin, pancar\u0131n, bu\u011fday\u0131n topra\u011f\u0131 delip \u00e7\u0131karken yaratt\u0131klar\u0131 g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcy\u00fc duyar, topra\u011f\u0131n sesini dinleyebilirsiniz orada.\u201d <\/em><\/strong>(Ayar\u0131 Bozuk \u00c7ayevi\/ Cumhuriyet Kitaplar\u0131)<\/em><\/p>\n

Dedesi Adapazar\u0131’n\u0131n ilk on – on be\u015f t\u00fcccar\u0131ndan ve \u00e7iftlik sahiplerinden biri, \u0130sa Figen Feyzio\u011flu. \u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck toprak sahibi, \u00c7alt\u0131cak k\u00f6y\u00fcnde. Ellili y\u0131llar\u2026 Babas\u0131 Fikri Figen ortaokulda; \u00e7ok parlak bir \u00f6\u011frenci. Doktor olmak istiyor. O s\u0131rada bir toprak reformu s\u00f6ylentisi \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor; i\u015flemeyenin elinden topraklar\u0131 al\u0131nacak deniyor. Tek o\u011ful olarak Fikri Figen topraklar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na ge\u00e7mek zorunda kal\u0131yor ve doktorluk hayaline veda ediyor; ama bilimsel tar\u0131m yap\u0131yor, \u00e7ok da ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 oluyor, \u00f6d\u00fcller al\u0131yor. 1949’da Marshall Kanunu\u2019yla bizim gibi yeni kalk\u0131nmakta olan \u00fclkelere yard\u0131mlar yap\u0131l\u0131rken makineli tar\u0131m ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Bi\u00e7erd\u00f6verler, harman makineleri al\u0131n\u0131yor. \u00c7ok renkli bir \u00e7iftlik ya\u015fam\u0131 oluyor ailenin o y\u0131llarda. Anne \u015fehirde yeti\u015fmi\u015f bir k\u0131z; modern, tam cumhuriyetin yeni ruhuna uygun bir kad\u0131n modeli. Evde \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yla kitaplardan, felsefeden, sanattan konu\u015fan, tart\u0131\u015fan bir kad\u0131n\u2026 K\u00f6y \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yla da ilgileniyor; okutuyor, meslek sahibi yap\u0131yor onlar\u0131. \u0130sa A\u011fa\u2019n\u0131n z\u00fcppe gelini diyorlar ilk zamanlar ona. K\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu okuyor da ne oluyor deniyor. Fakat sonra k\u00f6yde herkes \u00e7ok sevip say\u0131yor onu\u2026 Ailesi G\u00fcrcistan\u2019dan gelmi\u015f. Anaerkil bir aile yap\u0131s\u0131 var; kad\u0131nlar\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, yaln\u0131zl\u0131ktan korkmuyorlar.<\/em><\/strong> \u2018Babamla <\/em>fark\u0131nda<\/em>olmadan bulu\u015fmu\u015flar, birbirlerine \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olup evlenmi\u015fler. Annem on alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda, babam yirmi\u2026\u2019 <\/em>diye anlat\u0131yor Asuman <\/strong>T\u00fcmer.<\/strong> \u2018Biz bu farkl\u0131 k\u00fclt\u00fcrden, farkl\u0131 deneyimlere sahip iki insan\u0131n aras\u0131nda, hi\u00e7 de dengesizli\u011fe d\u00fc\u015fmeden garip bir denge i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck. Yani Montaigne\u2019in dedi\u011fi gibi, zerzevat\u00e7\u0131 k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcyle saray seremonileri aras\u0131nda \u00e7ok rahat gidip geldik. Ne saray irkiltir beni ne de \u00e7ok alt d\u00fczeyde bir ya\u015fam\u0131n i\u00e7inde kendimi yabanc\u0131 hissederim\u2019<\/em>\u00a0 diyor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Asuman T\u00fcmer<\/p><\/div>\n

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Orta\u00f6\u011frenimini Adapazar\u0131\u2019nda tamamlad\u0131ktan sonra \u0130stanbul\u2019da oturmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yorlar.<\/strong> \u0130ktisadi Ticari \u0130limler Akademisi\u2019ni bitiriyor ve sonra hostes olarak THY\u2019na giriyor. 11 y\u0131l s\u00fcr\u00fcyor. 1982\u2019de Yal\u00e7\u0131n T\u00fcmer\u2019le evleniyor, 1987\u2019de hostesli\u011fi b\u0131rak\u0131yor. 1990\u2019da \u00f6zel bir havayolu \u015firketine giriyor, y\u00f6netici ve e\u011fitimci olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor. 1996 y\u0131l\u0131nda yay\u0131n hayat\u0131na ba\u015flayan Best Dergisi\u2019nde sanat, felsefe yaz\u0131lar\u0131; \u00f6yk\u00fcleri, \u015fiirleri ve r\u00f6portajlar\u0131 yay\u0131mlan\u0131yor. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Asuman T\u00fcmer\u2019in i\u00e7inde yazma iste\u011fini ye\u015ferten,<\/strong> \u2018Yazmak ya\u015famdan geriye kalan en i\u00e7tenlikli \u015feydir.\u2019 <\/em>diyen annesi olmu\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

1999 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u2018Oktay Akbal \u00d6yk\u00fc Yar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131\u2019nda birincili\u011fi kazan\u0131yor. \u2018Ayar\u0131 Bozuk \u00c7ayevi\u2019adl\u0131, hep Adapazar\u0131\u2019n\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fc kitab\u0131, 2000 y\u0131l\u0131nda Cumhuriyet Kitaplar\u0131\u2019ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. <\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u00f6yle\u015fi i\u00e7in gitti\u011fim, Sapanca\u2019n\u0131n Mahmudiye K\u00f6y\u00fc\u2019nde Annem Kona\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131 ar\u0131yorum. Nerede diye bak\u0131n\u0131rken birden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131veriyor kar\u015f\u0131ma! Hem \u00e7ok oraya ait g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor hem de ger\u00e7ek\u00fcst\u00fc bir havas\u0131 var. Bu nas\u0131l oluyor bilmiyorum, ama ilk izlenimim bu\u2026 <\/strong><\/p>\n

Asuman T\u00fcmer ve ablas\u0131 Birg\u00fcl Han\u0131m kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yorlar beni. Tan\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz, sonra salona al\u0131yorlar. Salon bah\u00e7eyle b\u00fct\u00fcnle\u015ftirilmi\u015f\u2026 Zevkle d\u00f6\u015fenmi\u015f ve huzur dolu\u2026 <\/strong><\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6nceden beri tan\u0131yormu\u015fum gibi hissediyorum; sohbete ge\u00e7i\u015f rahat oluyor\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Annem Kona\u011f\u0131!.. \u0130\u00e7inde ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n vefa duygular\u0131n\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 yans\u0131tan bir ad vermi\u015fsiniz evinize\u2026 \"IMG_3327.1\"<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Anneannem 27 ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f, \u00fczerinde bulundu\u011fumuz bu arsa ona annesinden kalm\u0131\u015f. Annem be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndaym\u0131\u015f. Annemden de bize ge\u00e7ti. Onun i\u00e7in buras\u0131 \u2018Annem Kona\u011f\u0131\u2019. Hep annelerden geldi\u011fi i\u00e7in onlara ithaf ettik. Eski bir de\u011firmen varm\u0131\u015f burada. \u015euradaki evler de bizimdi, biz satt\u0131k onlar\u0131 okula kadar. Okulu da k\u00f6ye ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n

\u2014 THY\u2019da 11 y\u0131l hostes olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131n\u0131z. Nas\u0131l bir ya\u015fam bi\u00e7imiydi bu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Evet, \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 bir hayat\u0131m vard\u0131. \u0130ktisadi Ticari \u0130limler Akademisi mezunuyum. O y\u0131l hostes oldum; 12 bin saat 13 bin saat u\u00e7tum. 8 bin saati gece\u2026 \u00d6yle oluyordum ki Hindistan\u2019a gidiyorum, Tokyo’ya gidiyorum; ama otele giderken yollara bakm\u0131yorum\u2026 Ezberlemi\u015fim\u2026 Yat\u0131yorum kitap okuyorum, bazen \u00f6rg\u00fc \u00f6r\u00fcyorum\u2026 O muazzam g\u00fcruhun, f\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n i\u00e7inde, nerede oldu\u011funuzu bile unutuyorsunuz. Adapazar\u0131 var m\u0131, k\u00f6y var m\u0131, Ayar\u0131 Bozuk \u00c7ayevi var m\u0131, hepsini unuttum! Garip bir \u015feyin i\u00e7inde gidiyordum ve \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi o da\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2014 Hosteslikte ge\u00e7en s\u00fcreyi iyi de\u011ferlendirdiniz mi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 O ara hep biriktirdim, devaml\u0131 yazd\u0131m; notlar, notlar, notlar\u2026 G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bakarken, garip, ilgin\u00e7 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcmlemeler yap\u0131yorsunuz. Bir s\u00fcr\u00fc insanla bir\u00e7ok \u015feyi payla\u015f\u0131rken ben hep, varolu\u015fu ara\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. Felsefi mistik \u015feyler okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Sonra Mistisizmin \u00e7ok tehlikeli oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m. Ger\u00e7eklerden uzakla\u015fmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yorsunuz, garip bir uyu\u015fukluk geliyor \u00fczerinize\u2026 Ama o da g\u00fczel bir \u015feydi\u2026 Sonra \u0130slamiyet\u2019in ne kadar g\u00fczel oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m gezerken, bunlar\u0131 hep harmanlaya harmanlaya\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u2014 L\u00fcks oteller, g\u00fczel yemekler; gen\u00e7lik, g\u00fczellik\u2026 Sahip olduklar\u0131n\u0131z g\u00f6zlerinizi kama\u015ft\u0131rmad\u0131 m\u0131 hi\u00e7?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Hay\u0131r, hi\u00e7 \u00f6yle bir \u015fey yok! Sanki bir laboratuar gibi hayat\u0131 g\u00f6zlemledim ve yazd\u0131m. Ama ben bunlar\u0131 yazarken yazar olay\u0131m da demedim, yazmak istedim sadece\u2026 Sonunda dedim ki ger\u00e7ek hazine benim \u00fclkem; m\u00fcthi\u015f g\u00fczel bir co\u011frafya, m\u00fcthi\u015f g\u00fczel bir dil! Y\u0131llarca \u0130ngilizce i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131k durduk, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda. Konu\u015ftuk da ne oldu? Oktay Sinano\u011flu\u2019yla kafam\u0131n \u00e7ok uyu\u015ftu\u011funu anlad\u0131m. \u0130nsan\u0131n kendi dilinde sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6ylemesi bile ba\u015fka.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir \u00f6ze d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f hik\u00e2yesi! Bence bunu herkesin hayat\u0131nda bir kere yapmas\u0131 laz\u0131m. Ben \u015fimdi 51 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m; benim etraf\u0131mdaki arkada\u015flar\u0131m, daha iyi \u015fartlarda d\u00fcnyay\u0131 deneyimledikleri halde, onlar\u0131n benim gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmediklerini g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. \u00c7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum. 50\u2019lerdeki, 60\u2019lardaki o Bat\u0131 hayranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n devam etti\u011fini, T\u00fcrkl\u00fckten, T\u00fcrk olman\u0131n verdi\u011fi g\u00fczelliklerden, \u00f6z\u00fcnden hala keyif alamay\u0131p ba\u015fkas\u0131 olma derdinde olu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 izliyorum ve \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p kal\u0131yorum. Bu yolculu\u011fu hi\u00e7 yapamam\u0131\u015f insanlar var; baz\u0131s\u0131 da yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, ama uygulamas\u0131 s\u0131f\u0131r!<\/p>\n

1996 y\u0131l\u0131nda, Best Dergisi\u2019nin Amerika muhabiri olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. \u00c7e\u015fitli sanat ve felsefe yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131s\u0131ra; bir\u00e7ok r\u00f6portaj\u0131 yay\u0131mlanm\u0131\u015f:<\/strong> 100\u2019den fazlad\u0131r, diyor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Amerika\u2019da Miami \u00dcniversitesi\u2019nde D\u00fcnya Temiz Enerji Ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131 Enstit\u00fcs\u00fc Ba\u015fkan\u0131 Profes\u00f6r Nejat Veziro\u011flu\u2019yla r\u00f6portaj yapt\u0131m, mesela\u2026 Michael Caine\u2019le bile yapt\u0131m\u2026 R\u00f6portaj yapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m insan kalmad\u0131; i\u015fadam\u0131, sanayici, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u2026 En son Nejat Uygur\u2019la yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Amerika\u2019da ne kadar ya\u015fad\u0131n\u0131z? <\/strong><\/p>\n

O<\/strong>n y\u0131la yak\u0131n ABD\u2019de, Miami’de ya\u015fad\u0131m. Ablam, onun k\u0131z\u0131, hepimiz bir bakt\u0131k, kendimizi okyanusun k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda bulduk!Annem de bizimle beraber 8\u20139 sene kald\u0131; k\u0131\u015f mevsimi gelip d\u00f6rt be\u015f ay kal\u0131yordu. \u015eunu g\u00f6rd\u00fc: Evet, d\u00fc\u015flerimizdeki masal d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 yaratm\u0131\u015flar, insan\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir cenneti kurmu\u015flar, ama Amerikal\u0131lar\u0131n yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, paranoyalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, korkular\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ve bizim hayat\u0131m\u0131zdaki s\u0131cac\u0131k ili\u015fkileri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u2026 Evet, biz orada \u00e7ok iyi \u015fartlarda ya\u015fad\u0131k\u2026 En iyi durumda olanlar\u0131n oturdu\u011fu evlerde oturduk, g\u00fczel arabalara bindik, ama hayat o de\u011fil! Biz bunlar\u0131 ay\u0131rdedebilen bir aileyiz. Annem Mevlana\u2019y\u0131, Yunus Emre\u2019yi okurdu, severdi. Geri kal\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131za ra\u011fmen ne kadar k\u00f6kl\u00fc bir toplumuz; d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u00fclt\u00fcrlerine sahibiz bu topraklarda. Evet, hazinenin \u00fcst\u00fcnde oturuyoruz\u2026 Yani Amerika\u2019 ya gitmek, orada ya\u015famak ger\u00e7ek hazinenin burada oldu\u011funu bize \u00e7ok iyi anlatt\u0131. Ama vatansever olmay\u0131 gidip Amerika\u2019da \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f de\u011filim ben\u2026 hep\u2026 hep Atat\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcy\u00fcm. Her \u015feyimiz Atat\u00fcrk, kan\u0131m\u0131z ili\u011fimiz, onun ilkeleri.<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0130lk \u015fiir kitab\u0131n\u0131z \u2018Asuman\u2019, siz oradayken mi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131? <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Evet. \u2018Bir Sabah Kokusu\u2019 adl\u0131 \u015fiirimde Adapazar\u0131\u2019nday\u0131m; beyaz yakam, elimde \u00e7antam, o altm\u0131\u015fl\u0131 y\u0131lar\u0131n garip kokusu\u2026 Esnaf kepenkleri a\u00e7ar\u2026 Ayak sesleri duyulur, ama hep belli insanlar\u2026 Oradan Mehmet Efendi \u00e7\u0131kar, buradan Fatman\u0131m\u2019\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar Ay\u015fan\u0131m\u2019\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar, bulu\u015fur okula gideriz.<\/p>\n

\u2014Ayar\u0131 Bozuk \u00c7ayevi\u2019ni 98\u2019de kaybetti\u011finiz annenize arma\u011fan ediyorsunuz. Size yazmay\u0131 sevdirerek bamba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an annenize\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Annemin hayatta en \u00e7ok istedi\u011fi \u015fey neydi, biliyor musunuz? Adapazar\u0131\u2019nda, bu g\u00fczel \u015fehirde ya\u015fananlar kayboluyordu ya, bu kaybolu\u015f onu o kadar \u00fcz\u00fcyordu ki\u2026 Ve bunlar\u0131 dile getirmemi \u00e7ok istiyordu. \u2018\u0130nsanlara anlatsak; bir g\u00fcn gelecek inanmayacaklar\u2019 diyordu.<\/p>\n

Atat\u00fcrk Park\u0131\u2019n\u0131n eski g\u00fcnlerini anlat\u0131yorlar heyecanla:<\/strong> \u2018O park, o insanlar, o \u015f\u0131kl\u0131k nereye gitti? Klasik m\u00fczik dinlerdik orada\u2019 diyor, Asuman T\u00fcmer. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Ablas\u0131 ise;<\/strong> \u2018Orada harika bir havuz vard\u0131. Pembe, mavi, sar\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131k verilir, f\u0131skiyeler inip \u00e7\u0131kar ve m\u00fczik olurdu ak\u015fam\u00fczerleri\u2026\u2019 diyerek o g\u00fcnlere \u00f6zlemini dile getiriyor. <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026 Oysa de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015ftir zaman\/ De\u011fi\u015fmi\u015ftir her \u015fey, benim gibi her an\u2026<\/em><\/strong>\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n

(Asuman- \u015eiirler- Cem Ofset)<\/em><\/p>\n

\u2014 Bir de \u015fimdi Adapazar\u0131\u2019nda eski Adapazarl\u0131lar kalmad\u0131. Beni tan\u0131yan 15\u201320 aile var. Adapazar\u0131\u2019n\u0131 ba\u015fka birileri gelmi\u015f istila etmi\u015f. Esnaf de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015f\u2026 Ben o esnaf\u0131 anlat\u0131rken hi\u00e7 abartm\u0131yorum, bu Adapazarl\u0131 ne yap\u0131yor demesinler diye tevazula anlat\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026B\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zdan\/ Kalmam\u0131\u015f bir iz\/ Biz\u2026 Nerelerdeyiz?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6zl\u00fcyorum seni k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131m\/ \u00d6zl\u00fcyorum seni Ali Bakkal\u2019\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u2014 \u015eunu da s\u00f6yleyeyim\u2026 Ben THY\u2019na 1976 senesinde girdi\u011fimde b\u00fct\u00fcn T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de 160 hostestik biz ve\u00a0 % 50\u2019miz \u00fcniversite mezunuydu. \u00c7ok iyi ailelerin k\u0131zlar\u0131yd\u0131, \u00e7ok ho\u015f bir gruptu. Aynen eski terbiyeler devam ederdi; b\u00fcy\u00fck biri gelince aya\u011fa kalk\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, ayak ayak\u00fcst\u00fcne atan indirirdi\u2026 B\u00f6yle g\u00fczel bir ortamda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bak\u0131n THY\u2019na VIP (\u00e7ok \u00f6nemli ki\u015filer) servisini ben \u00f6\u011frettim, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben Adapazar\u0131\u2019nda yeti\u015ftim. Bizim Adapazarl\u0131lar\u0131n \u00f6yle bir terbiyesi vard\u0131r ki sofra kurmas\u0131n\u0131 bilirler, b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 nereye, \u00e7atal\u0131 nereye koyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, gariptir, ama bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015fehrin insanlar\u0131 bilirler\u2026 Nas\u0131l bilirler, oras\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorum. Masa \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc koymay\u0131 bilirler. Ben 11\u201312 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m, annem sabah koydu\u011fu \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc, hi\u00e7 kirlenmemi\u015f bile olsa, de\u011fi\u015ftirirdi.<\/p>\n

Adapazar\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7ok renkli bir sosyal hayat\u0131 vard\u0131 o zamanlar. Partiler verilirdi\u2026 Mesela Bat\u0131 Yakas\u0131n\u0131n Hik\u00e2yesi me\u015fhur olmu\u015ftu; ayn\u0131 oradaki gibi danslar yap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131\u2026 K\u0131yafet balolar\u0131 bile yapard\u0131k. Ben konser verirdim.<\/p>\n

Birg\u00fcl Han\u0131m: <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Asuman\u2019\u0131n orkestras\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2014 M\u00fczikle de aran\u0131z iyi demek!<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Benim bir de pla\u011f\u0131m var. Bana \u00f6zel besteler filan yapt\u0131lar. \u015ean dersleri ald\u0131m. Bat\u0131 m\u00fczi\u011fi \u015fark\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 de\u011filim, onlar\u0131 da s\u00f6ylerim, ama esas, klasik sopranoyum b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0130talyan aryalar\u0131n\u0131 bilirim.<\/p>\n

Bir de sanat galerisi varm\u0131\u015f Asuman Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n, \u0130stanbul\u2019da. <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Ne kadar \u00e7e\u015fitli ilgi alanlar\u0131n\u0131z! Can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131na yer var m\u0131 hayat\u0131n\u0131zda?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 Benim hi\u00e7 can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131lmaz; annemin verdi\u011fi e\u011fitimden ya da genetik\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yapacak i\u015fim vard\u0131r. Hep okumak, hep yazmak, hep nak\u0131\u015f i\u015flemek de\u011fil; hayat\u0131n her \u015feyinden anlam \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131m, mesela buradaysam gider bah\u00e7eyle u\u011fra\u015f\u0131r\u0131m, ister yaz\u0131 yazar, ister otururum. Biriyle konu\u015furum, evime birini davet ederim\u2026 Bir de insan severim. Can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131lmaz benim, can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131lmadan da gidiyorum bu d\u00fcnyadan\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2014 Toplumumuzda can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131, bunal\u0131mlar neden b\u00f6yle yayg\u0131nla\u015f\u0131yor, sizce?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Erol B\u00fcy\u00fckbur\u00e7 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel ifade etti, bir keresinde. \u2018Bizim ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda d\u00fc\u015f kurucular vard\u0131\u2019 dedi. Gelece\u011fe dair umut yok \u015fimdi gen\u00e7lerde. Bunun i\u00e7in intiharlar uyu\u015fturucu kullan\u0131m\u0131 var, yaln\u0131zl\u0131ktan kaynaklanan\u2026 Aileler par\u00e7alan\u0131yor. Bizde, en uzaktaki akrabam\u0131zla bile bir arada olma duygusu vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026 Bizler yaln\u0131zl\u0131kla hi\u00e7 tan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131k o \u015fehirde ya\u015farken. Herkesin k\u0131z\u0131 ve o\u011flu gibiydik. Annemiz evde yoksa \u015eaziye Teyze vard\u0131, yandaki evde oturan. O da yoksa Adalet Han\u0131m. O da yoksa sonsuza kadar gidebilirdi sanki isimler<\/em><\/strong>.\u201d(Bir \u015eehrin Hik\u00e2yesi\/ Best Dergisi)<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u2014 Ya\u015fam\u00f6yk\u00fcn\u00fcze bak\u0131nca g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcyor ki hep de\u011fi\u015fik bir \u015feyler yapma aray\u0131\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7inde olmu\u015fsunuz ve aileniz de bunu desteklemi\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 \u0130nsan\u0131n kendince bir tarz\u0131 olmal\u0131. Herkesin birbirine benzemesinden hi\u00e7 ho\u015flanm\u0131yorum. Bir anda hayat\u0131mda k\u00f6kl\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fiklikler yapabiliyorum, mesela\u2026 Evet, farkl\u0131 bir \u015feyler yaratmak istiyorum, ama aidiyet duygusunu yitirmeden\u2026 Bir k\u00f6kten geldi\u011fimi biliyorum; o k\u00f6ke sayg\u0131m \u00e7ok, bununla beraber, toplumun ya da ba\u015fka g\u00fc\u00e7lerin yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 modele uymay\u0131 reddediyorum\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u2014 \u2018Oktay Akbal \u00d6yk\u00fc \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc\u2019n\u00fc ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u2018Ayar\u0131 Bozuk \u00c7ayevi\u2019 adl\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fc kitab\u0131n\u0131zda da hep Adapazar\u0131\u2019n\u0131 anlat\u0131yorsunuz zaten.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 <\/strong>\u0130nsanlara garip gelebilir, ama bu benim yap\u0131m; b\u00f6yle geldim, b\u00f6yle gidiyorum. Bana \u2018duygusal\u2019 <\/em>diyebilirler, \u2018hep de k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fc yaz\u0131yor\u2019 diyebilirler\u2026 Ne derlerse desinler! Evet, hep onu yaz\u0131yorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc beni ben yapan, bu \u015fehir!..<\/p>\n

\u2014 \u201c\u2026 Her sabah selamla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir eski kap\u0131, bir balkon demiri, bir merdiven, birka\u00e7 sardunya vard\u0131 hafif ba\u015f\u0131 e\u011fik. O evler ruhlar\u0131 olan, tarihi anlatan dilsizlerdi.\u201d<\/em><\/strong> diyorsunuz \u2018Bir \u015eehrin Hik\u00e2yesi\u2019 adl\u0131 o s\u0131cac\u0131k yaz\u0131n\u0131zda.Depremden \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra ba\u015flayan imar \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 Adapazar\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7ehresini epeyce de\u011fi\u015ftirdi, ama \u00e7ocuklu\u011funuzdaki Adapazar\u0131\u2019na \u00f6zleminiz sanki daha da artm\u0131\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014 \u015eimdi b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fehirlerde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, korkun\u00e7 bir talan! Her yerde bu talan: \u0130stanbul, \u0130zmir, Ankara, Adana, Adapazar\u0131\u2026 G\u00fcya bir \u015fey yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor. Hay\u0131r, yapam\u0131yorlar! Adapazar\u0131\u2019na depremden sonra caddeler a\u00e7m\u0131\u015flar, \u00e7i\u00e7ekler koymu\u015flar, s\u00fcslemi\u015fler, \u0131\u015f\u0131klar yan\u0131yor; ama bir \u015fehre ruh veren \u015fey caddeler a\u00e7mak de\u011fil, kaybolan ruhunu yeniden ortaya \u00e7\u0131karabilmektir. II. D\u00fcnya Sava\u015f\u0131nda y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan Avrupa\u2019y\u0131 adamlar yeniden, ayn\u0131 ruhla in\u015fa ettiler; sokak lambas\u0131, \u00e7e\u015fmesi ayn\u0131 yerde duruyor\u2026<\/p>\n

Ak\u0131l fikir sahibi bir sanat tarih\u00e7isi, eski bir mimar, eski bir \u015fehir bilimcisi gelip de neden<\/strong> bu \u015fehirlerin ruhunu yapm\u0131yor? Bunlara ben \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026 Parke ta\u015fl\u0131 sokaklar, Rum ve Ermeni mimarisi ile yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f dantelalar\u0131 and\u0131ran pencereleriyle ah\u015fap evler, k\u00f6\u015feba\u015f\u0131ndaki f\u0131r\u0131nlar, kap\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fc sohbetleri, ovay\u0131 dolduran nemli sabah kokular\u0131, art\u0131k yaln\u0131zca burada bir zamanlar ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n ortak belle\u011finde var olmay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyorlar.\u201d (<\/em><\/strong>Bir \u015eehrin Hik\u00e2yesi)<\/em><\/p>\n

Mesela, Uzun\u00e7ar\u015f\u0131 katledilmi\u015f durumda: Bir naylon sokak! O sokak a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, hava al\u0131rd\u0131\u2026 O d\u00fckk\u00e2nlar, p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. O tertemiz sokaktan ge\u00e7mek ne g\u00fczeldi\u2026<\/p>\n

Birg\u00fcl Han\u0131m ise \u0130spanya\u2019da, Toledo\u2019da g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri bir \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131y\u0131 an\u0131ms\u0131yor. <\/strong>Uzun\u00e7ar\u015f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ayn\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131, diyor. \u0130\u00e7i \u00f6zlemle dolmu\u015f\u2026 G\u00fcne\u015f tepede, hava \u00e7ok s\u0131cakm\u0131\u015f, ama \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fc bembeyaz tentelerle \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc oldu\u011fundan, havadarm\u0131\u015f. R\u00fczg\u00e2r esip tenteler dalgaland\u0131k\u00e7a \u00e7ok ho\u015f, ferah bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc veriyormu\u015f.<\/strong>
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\u2014 Adapazar\u0131\u2019nda hi\u00e7 \u00f6yle katl\u0131 bina yoktu; bah\u00e7e i\u00e7inde evler vard\u0131\u2026 Ermenilerden kalan, k\u00f6\u015fk gibi harika evler vard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

– Te\u015fekk\u00fcrler…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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